Sharon ☃ Shaz

Pointless.

2012-01-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

No one shall control my life and I shall control no one's life.
Nuff said, this is it.

MIA from Facebook and in case anyone wana contact me, get me thro other channel.
Sorry for any inconvenience caused.

God bless me.

Growing up.

2012-01-26T18:25:00.001+08:00

From aggressive, to controlled.
From naive, to realistic.
From stubborn, to understanding.

Who else would know that I've grown up.
Just a blink of eye and here I am, graduating with Bachelor soon.
I'm stepping out to the society faster and earlier than most of the youngsters that are around my age.

Kept asking myself, why things are no longer the same anymore.
And just realized, because I'm walking too fast, that's why I've made felas around me to feel tired.
What to do, fact is if you wana be with me, you have to keep up your pace with me.

Once I've made up my mind, nothing can change it.
Not you, not him, not her.

Back to FYP now.
God bless me and my love ones.

Alone :D

2012-01-20T14:57:00.001+08:00

You won't know how great is this feeling. :D
After all the tension and stress, emo and freaking-out-moments that I've been thro, here I am, REFRESHED! xD
I must say I'm an antisocial freak. xD

Awesome 'healthy' brunch xD

I actually spent quite a lot of time making this brunch for myself.
Because of you, POTATO!! >.<
I'm a potato lover but then, if it's not well cooked, I'll be unpleased. xD
Therefore, I've spent more than 15 mins just to make sure the potato is well cooked. EDIBLE!

Mushroom soup + potato + carrot

Simple and healthy enough huh? xD
Awww so sorry for being over self absorbed coz you have to know, it's damn awesome, really AWESOME that you can feel free to do anything you want (for example, cooking brunch for myself! bwahahaha xD) and at the same time, you can concentrate on stuffs you wana do! Hahaha xD
Overjoyed. xD

Thanks bro & his gf so much. Without them, these days won't come true. xD
God bless y'all! And thank God so much for lighting up my days sooooooo much. Awww. ♥
Tatas! ;)

Self Protection

2012-01-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

Coz it's really hard to trust anyone nowadays. :)
Furthermore, my mood is changing like weather in each and every day.
Never expect much from others in order to protect yourself. Haha.

Actually. Why expect so much when you know this world & human aren't perfect.
Just be yourself. Color up your day with stuffs you like. ;)

I'm fine, no worries!
God bless y'all. :)

Mental Preparation

2012-01-14T13:27:00.001+08:00

I need a wise man next to me right now. :(

Dear God, send me one, please?

I'm Still Alive O.O

2012-01-12T14:36:00.001+08:00

And yes, because I'm alive, tat's y I'm here to write a blog post on the feelings of being alive. Hahahaha..

Today is a peaceful day. I guess. :P
The complicated feelings are still in my mind and heart but then, guess my prayer worked.
God prevented me from touching them and instead, God made me focused on my work.
Hmm. I'm still searching for the right solution for my project.
I knew they were all out there waiting for me to reach them but then I just duno how.
Guess it's time for me to sit down, clear off my mind and plan them + write them down properly.

I wanted to go home early. Dislike the feeling of doing house chores at the very last minute.
Especially clearing my dusty room. Sigh. *Tension*
This year is certainly not my year. As I don't really have time to do lotza things. Outta control. Plans didn't work well. :(
But then, hmm, a slight lil hope that made me hold on, and I'm looking forward to it.
I sincerely hope that my decision is right. :) You don't make me regret k. Haha..
Again, prayyyyyyyyyy hard that God will grant my wishes and help me in chasing after my dream. Hehe.

Humans can be really different in virtual world and reality.
Some of them are very hyper in virtual world. Which in fact, in reality, they don't even speak up to 10 sentences with his/her friends.
And some don't even speak in the real world. Haha.
Well me? I'm noisy in both world. :D
Just that recently really emo. Rather type things out than speaking them out.
I'll be fine anyway. Can't stay in this state forever. :)

Actually when I think about it. It's pointless or too late to blame myself from screwing things up.
And perhaps it's just a test that God wanted me to go through. Coz after all human needs failure to grow.
So no matter how much I need to struggle, no matter how many disappointment I need to go through, I'll still be alive, and loving each and everyone who loves me by trying my best. :)
Pray for me everyone. :) Just pray for me, this is all I ask. x)

God bless me & my love ones. And again, God will bless u too if you ask. ;)

Preoccupied.

2012-01-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

And it's making me hard to breath.
I'm still thinking how to deal with FYP when I have 0 knowledge on the applied technology.
Could scrabble up some UI, oh well that's easy.
How bout the structure?
Gosh I just can't imagine myself facing ah ma as my moderator and she's picking every single bug found and commented with her high pitch tone on the framework I used, database design and structure of my modules.
FYP must be stands for Effin Your Project. Lol.

So preoccupied that I felt like MIA forever.
But when think bout my future. I hold back and tell myself gota move on.
Never give up easily coz I have my dream to chase, still have a life given by God to live on.
But... Speaking is always easier than action.

My heart is crying, people.
My brain scolded my heart, it says 'Why can't you stop screwing things up??? Go fix it!'
My heart remained silent. Coz it doesn't know what to do and how to fix it. It needs time to learn.

People.
If you guys sincerely concerning me, please... Stop questioning me.
I don't force you guys to understand me and my feelings. So. Please let me go.
Stop grabbing me tight and ask 'WHY? WHAT? HOW?' or telling me 'YOU SHOULD. YOU SHOULDN'T. YOU CAN. YOU CAN'T.'

Appreciate it when I do talk about my stuffs with anyone of you.
I only need support. I know what I'm doing.
I'm clear with my decision.
Even if i screwed up my stuffs OH WELL just be it!
Just let me go thro it okay? If I fall all you need to do is only give me a hand. Just a hand.
I don't need much.. Seriously.. I only need support. Please. :'(

I need to be alone. With God. x'(

The Journey

2012-01-08T11:36:00.001+08:00

Is so much shorter than I thought.
Once again, I've screwed up my plan. :)
Or not yet?

I don't really blame you for doing that.
Tho I'd prefer you to confront me and let me do the dirty job, just like what you did on previous.

I just wana complete this journey peacefully.
Just let me... Complete the mission for the one last time.

Apology is insufficient.
But still, I owed you pretty much of it.

Give me back my pair of wings.
Coz it's time for me to fly. :)

Thanks and ciaoz.
These are all I can say at the moment.

God bless y'all.

First Post in 2012!!

2012-01-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

I'm friggin busy lately. Hahaha..
Finals are always the main reason for me to stay put and obedient. xD
But then I've failed to change the history - which is getting higher marks for Stat Inference. (Based on description from senior, every year there is only 10%-20% of the students from CM course passed the subject. Kay now you're allowed to say 'WHAT???' :D)
Right now all I wish is only passing both Bachelor and Adv Dp papers. Tat's all I want. Lol.
Friggin pathetic!!
Anyway forget it! Right now I just need to focus on the remaining papers and OWN THEM! Yay. *Challenge accepted*

After final then FYP.
After FYP then work.
Wahhhhh. I can imagine how colorful my 2012 will be.
Typical 'old lady' lifestyle eh. Hahaha..
Anyway! Hope that I can have many many miracles happening in this year.
And of course, hope that everything goes well and smooth without screwing things up. Hehehe..

That's all for this post coz I gota get back with the stuffs that i'm doing now. REVISION!!!
God bless my family & love ones & me & my readers! :)
Tatas.

Simple Sweetest Proposal :)

2011-12-21T21:47:00.001+08:00

I just can't help but felt happy for both of them - Boss Tim & Sweetie Aud. :)
Aud is a real sweet girl, and she's really friendly to almost everyone.
No matter she knows you or not, as long as you're friendly enough to say hi with her, she'll be returning you with a real sweet smile as well.
I'm glad that she has found her right man. All the best and may their love last forever. ♥
(I don't really know boss Tim, but I could sense that he's a good boss and he will be a good husband/future papa as well. Haha..)

Meme Proposal | Tim * Audrey from Crazy Monkey Studio on Vimeo.

Happily. Ever. After. :)
God bless them, and may God bless all of you who are reading this post right now. <3

My First Ever Meme Comic.

2011-12-17T19:54:00.002+08:00

So must hao lian for a while coz I'm a script writing idiot. :D

So here I am, very kiasu posted it up as soon as possible so that no one will steal it away from me (tho it's a very lousy work hahaha).
Rate it here if you want: Sharon's noob work :D

Good day and God bless y'all! :)

Korean Songs & Artists that deserved my attention ;)

2011-12-01T18:47:00.001+08:00

First of all, I'm not a big fan of Korean entertainment industry.
I duno who are the members in SNSD, Super Junior, 4minutes and bla bla bla. Haha..
Don't even know who's that gorgeous lady or handsome boi in that particular Korean drama.
I'm just a pure, plain audience listening to their music and watching their performances. :)
It should be working in this way wasn't? Why bother so much about those artists' personal life? :)

Okay, right now I'm gona introduce the tops among all of the Korean music performances & drama OSTs that I've ever seen and heard. :))

1.

This song has touched my heart sooooo much. Believe it or not, I haven't watch this drama yet. I didn't even know this is an OST meant for the drama called Secret Garden (秘密花园) not until I saw the caption. Lol.
Thanks to this song, I've decided to get it from my friend and watch it when I'm free. Hehe :P

2.

For male singer, I must say this dude - Howl - is the best.
Guess I've mentioned him in my blog before. He's my all time favorite OST male singer. :)

Another favorite song sang by him:

3.

This song represents lotza girl's feeling and even without understanding/reading the lyrics, you still can feel its meaning and I just can't explain how and why. Haha..

4.

You just can't deny this is a very, very sweet song. <3 Furthermore it's in English! Hahaha..

5.

The singer's voice is soooo deep and expressive at the same time. Haha.. If you wana get emo, listen to this song then. :P

6.

I must say this is their best performance that I've ever seen. My eyes just can't get away from the screen while watching this!!

7.

As usual, they are 'sorry sorry' for mesmerized so many young girls out there. Haha.. Cool one! But I prefer the one up there :D

8.

This one really really really surprised me. I thought they would only know how to sing and don't know how to rock. Apparently I was wrong! >.<

9.
No music video or any video here. Haha.. Coz this is a summary part! :P
Obviously I heart the first vid, second vid and third vid the most. Otherwise I wouldn't put them at the top rite? Hehe..
For the drama, I prefer Love Story in Harvard coz it happened in a college! Closer to my life! xD
And for live performance, I must say SNSD is the best. Despite the fact of having lousy mic and sound system, they still could performed so well that they deserved the screaming and applause.
Fyi, Secret Garden OST is the Best OST in MAMA 2011, as well as SNSD known as Best Female Group and Super Junior as best Male Group. Live performances up there are all from MAMA 2011. ;)

Tat's all for my sharing session! Hahaha..
Wanted to share them sooooo much that I've sacrificed my time of studying to share all these out.
Hope some of you out there will like it!
God bless y'all! :)))

Hahahaha I'm back :P

2011-11-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

Somehow I just can't get away from the thirst of blogging. Lol.
My mind is always filled with all kinda thoughts but then too bad, none of them are able to contribute to my project/academic. Lol.
Till now I'm still thinking that I've joined the wrong program.
Should have studied for social science huh? :P

Anyway. I've stalked a couple of fela in Facebook. Lol. (Sounded like I'm very free rite? Actually I'm not! >.<)
Knew some of them since primary school, some from secondary school and some from college.
By looking at them, I felt that I've been thro quite a lot in between.
I remembered I used to be those kinda innocent girl *eherm*, pure and naive. Hahahaha.
I admired those rich kids around me, I admired those pretty girls around me.
And somehow I felt that I'm very honoured to be their 'friend'.
But then after I've grown up, I realized that I'm just an acquaintance of them, and no, I'm not really their friend.
So what if they knew me? I'm neither those kinda pretty n gorgeous girl, nor rich and elegant girl.
"You don't belong to their circle." This hits me right on my head and then I woke up.
I guess this is the very reason why I worked hard on many things during secondary school.
I tried my very best to bring out myself. I tried my very best to make things perfect.
But then as time goes by, I realized that it is pointless to do so.

Once upon a time I targeted myself to get straight A's. CGPA has to be above 3.85.
I wanted myself to be a distinction student.
But then I'll never compete with others. This is the only part that I'm proud of my past. Lol.
And all these was before another realization.

After a long time of working hard I realized that I've lost my freedom.
I lost my smile, I lost my youth, I lost my energy.
And most probably, I've lost my EQ.
But luckily, I'm not the worst. Tat's y i still have frens in class.

A year after stepping into Uni life. I lost my health.
I started to have all sorts of weird problem on myself such as having sty, serious dark circles, hormones imbalance.
And this time I really, really walked out from the box.
I knew that it's time for me to let go. It's time for me to let things work on naturally.
This time, I just do what I can. I don't force myself anymore.
Of course I'll still try my best to discipline myself. After all this is my final sem.
Final chance to save my ass after screwing up my studies on the previous sems.

From social, to studies.
I've been pushing hard on myself.
There is a chinese say: 勉强是没有幸福的。
So yeap. Just go lucky and lucky and lucky.
In the end everything will goes well.
And who knows, tomorrow I might become someone 'special' in many ppl's life. Hehe.

No matter they still remember me or not.
No matter my studies remained above average or not.
Life still goes on.
God will decide for me. Coz He loves me so much that He won't bear to see me suffer yea? Hehe.
God bless my loves one, and God will bless u too if you ask. :))

Zombie mode - ON

2011-11-16T19:16:00.001+08:00

From now onward, you'll be seeing me as a zombie more than a human.
No image, no attitude, no manner, no character, no watsoever-human-characteristics-that-you-can-think-of.

Yes, it's good to regret now rather than regretting it later.
Unreluctant to say this, but still I gota say, it's still savable, and I'm gona use all of the energy I left to work on it.
One day I might really become a zombie and eating the geniuses' brains.
Coz running out of idea to work on the project and deadline is approaching each and every second.
Gah. Serve me right huh? :(

Shutting off my paranoid sensor and switching on my genius brain cells nao.
For stalkers, this is a very good time for you to stalk me gao gao so please go ahead. :D
And you'll be seeing a zombie working like a zombie on the zombie stuffs. :P
To others, I don't care you hate me or love me or dislike me or like me or no feeling or wat, I'm just gona carry on my colorful lifeless life and work on things that are undone.
So you're welcome to comment/criticize anything you like rite now coz no one will be replying/shooting you back wahahaha :P

Looking at the sun. Coz it's the brightest side. xD
God bless me & my family & my love ones!
For others, God will bless you too if you ask. ;)
Don't believe ah? Don't ask lor! Hahahaha xD
Buai!!!!

Hmm. I'm just different.

2011-11-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm just not a typical type of Asian. Lol.
I don't totally act like an Asian, I don't study like an Asian, and I don't really think like an Asian.
But I do spend like an Asian. Hahahaha..
And in fact, I born to be an Asian who doesn't really behave like one. (Or perhaps I'm actually from Brazil? Hahahaha :D)

Sometimes I just can't accept the way that Asians behaved, and sometimes I can't accept cultures from the westerns too.
I'm psychologically mixed. Lol. :P
Oh btw, this doesn't mean that I'm acting like a guai poh/westerners.
I respect my own culture, and that's why I'm still living fine over here except for the fact that sometimes I'm confused on certain Asian's behavior.
You'll know what I mean if you're in my shoes. Hahaha..

Just hope that I can get through this tough stage.
College social life is awesome, but doesn't apply on the education system.
I'd certainly fall in love with all the subjects I'm studying rite now if and only if all of my lecturers are open minded, college isn't a business institute and education is sticking back to its actual purpose.

I don't blame my lecturers for my undesirable result.
After all, they are having hard time teaching us too. :)

God bless us so that things can go on smoothly. Just smoothly without failures will do. :)))

Serve me right. :(

2011-11-05T20:13:00.000+08:00

You see ah, I've been working so hard throughout the past week.
Just because before that I was too lazy, and tat's y at the last min i became very hardworking. Lol.
Luckily I've being a good student attended each and every single lecture and that's y I still have some sorta impression on the syllabus.

Anyway, this is not the main point tho.
From my past experience, based on my capability, (not trying to boast over here) no matter wat happened I still can do my presentation well.
However, I've screwed the major one yesterday.
I guess one of the judges hates me now.
She's trying to catch my mistake, but then i countered back. =.=
And I guess she just can't accept the fact tat a student refused to accept her point lol.
But anyway I don't ask for much. Since this is just a credit hour stuff, I just hope for pass will do.
Seriously, I have to say tat I'm suck in math so I don't ask for much on it. Lalalalala..........
Why am I doing this course again? Sad kid me.

Right now a sty is growing on my left eye.
First time on the left eye, felt USED to it already. =.=
Whenever I'm stress, lacked of sleep, sty will look for me and I totally got no idea y.
One of the 'classic' consequences of burning midnite candles.
Lalala. I don't ask for much. As long as it heals within 3 days will do.

You see ah, God is really good to me coz i could sense that even I might not be able to do well in tests and exams, He will never let me fail on it.
So, God is great! Tat's y you should pray so that you can do all things well! :))
And tat's y I'm saying this in most of the blog posts: God bless y'all and my family. <3

Buai! :)

Optimization

2011-10-26T19:08:00.003+08:00

Me removed my beloved background for optimizing the blog performance. :( (can't stand the laggy blog anymore! >.<)

But narh it's ok, it's not like my artwork is damn awesome or wat lol.

Will be away for a long time again coz gota rush for damn lotza stuff and I can't imagine myself being a zombie again. :(

Seriously I need to learn how to forgive and forget.

Coz I don't think ignore works.

Hmm. Look at the bright side, bastards n bitches are just along the side road and they won't be able to reach you.

So chill. Will do. GUAAAAA. >.<

Tatas and take care all. God blesssssssss. ;)

New Layout o.O

2011-10-24T20:02:00.001+08:00

So this new layout looks 'professional' but then it's causing my blog to be laggy.

Hmm. Consequence of not having my own theme? Lol.

Me not so free on designing layouts so yeap. I just gota bear with the current one then.

Fyi the background is created by myself long long time ago. Hehehe..

Veli veli proud of myself. xD

Simply bcoz I'm an art noob! =X

So just appreciate my artwork and yea, if you're interested with my background, ASK before you take it. :)

Otherwise I'll consider it as steal and I'm gona ~~tarnish~~ publicize ur name gao gao lat.

Alrite this is a short post coz I gota rush with those stupid college stuffs!!! Geeezzzzz my head is really big rite now. =.=

*Cough* And my mom is clapping at the side saying 'serve you right coz who asked u to do last min work' LOL.

God bless y'all. :) And nope, I don't hate people. I just dislike some felas but then, God will still bless them if they ask. (Don't you dare to change my mind!! >.<) Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Despicable Society

2011-10-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

I won't describe much on this incident.
Watch the video by yourself and you'll feel what I felt then.

Yes? Can't accept the cruelty??
Oh well, this is a very common sight found in the society of China.
All they care about are money, fame and own benefits.
I'm not saying that everyone from China behaves this way.
There is exceptional, just take a look at the rescuer of the lil girl.
She's a 58-year-old lady and I believed that she's uneducated, poor, lacked of general knowledge.
But then when she saw the badly injured lil girl, she pulled her to aside and ran around asking who's child is that.
In comparison with those cold blooded passerby. Look what they did.
A slight glance at the girl and moved away as if those blood on the floor doesn't belong to the girl, her moaning doesn't mean anything and everything appeared to be a norm to them.

This shows that it's unnecessary to educate those Cheena felas as they won't apply it in real life except for creating a black market + selling harmful goods to consumers + gain all those dirty money + flew away to a corner and having his/her damn life without bothering other's life that they have harmed.
You know what, at this very moment I'm DAMN PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN CHINESE as we don't behave like those uncivilized Chinese over there.

To the old lady, you've gained respects from everyone and you deserve that.
To the killers - especially the Van driver, I hope you'll stay guilt forever and the lil girl will haunt you in your dreams in every single night. Solution of this? Yea, seek for forgiveness from the parents and God. Tho I think the probability of you being forgiven is 0.0001%.

Readers, do learn the lesson and keep reminding ourselves - we're helping someone simply because we need to do so, not because we wana avoid criticism from others. Keep helping out, it won't hurt. Share the idea of help & care to each and everyone so that an ideal world can be formed. Isn't it good to have a peaceful and simple world?

Fyi, the lil girl has passed away.
God will bless her and her family and she'll be resting in peace.

God will bless you if you ask. Bai and He'll bless me and my family coz I've asked. Lol. :)

Horse? xD

2011-10-13T18:04:00.002+08:00

Some of you might have seen this animal before.
It's really, really cute. :D
Love it sooooo much!
Too bad, it can't live here or otherwise I'd get myself a farm n keep it as my pet. :DDD

White:"Heya!!! You're taking picture of me? :D"

Brown:"Stop asking and just smile! ;))"

"Huh?? Why are you looking at me?? WHAT? WHAT?? WHAT??"

"Yo I'm cool. I'M COOL!!"

"Yea let's focus at the camera and smile!"

"I'm smiling!!"

"Me too me too!"

"..." *Not concentrating lol*

They are cute right!! I knew it!! :D
Fyi, their name is known as Grass Mud Horse and lives in Mahler Gobi :DDD
They looked blur but gawssshhhh you can't deny that they are just CUTE! Hahahaha....
Beautiful place with beautiful animals. God's greatest creation!! ;)

Btw, don't you think they kinda look like llama? o.O

Ends here with loves God bless y'all baiiiiiiii! :))

Pictures credit to: Google Image

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2011-10-02T14:09:00.002+08:00

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Yeap. I'm feeling better now. Thanks. :D

Don't ask me why, but I just dislike this kinda fela, a lot. LOL.

2011-09-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Prelude:
This post is NOT referring to typical type of annoying fela. i.e.: boaster, hypocrite fela, dirty fela, vain beeeach, etc etc etc.
You might felt some of the followings look innocent, but to me, they just appeared to be annoying.
That's why I've stated at my post's title - DON'T ASK ME WHY. ;))

First kinda human - treating others as retard/idiot
Certain human when he/she is lonely or boring, he/she will simply look for you and crap a lot. (Note: it's only applicable when tat particular human is in a good mood)
On the contrary, when they're in sucky mood, they'll totally ignore you if you look for them just for a random chat. (Note: it's an exception for any of those who seems IMPORTANT to them)
My conclusion: WTF? You think I'm your toy is it? And nope, retards would understand that you're an evil human coz you're treating them as a toy. They'll hate you.

Second kinda human - effin soft & gentle type of girl
When she's in a good mood, she'll jump around like a rabbit. Yes, just like a rabbit.
When she's in a bad mood, she'll show you those kinda pathetic faces and trying to tell you that she needs help so much that if you don't help her she might die on the very next second and everyone's gona mourn for her and her parents gona be very sad and her friends gona be very sad and watsoeva shiat.
My conclusion: Go get a life, sad kid. If you think you're still a kid at the age of adult, fine, GO FIND YOUR MAMA/PAPA.

Third kinda human - effin sweet type of girl
If I know you and I don't think you fit this profile, stop pretending that you're one.
Perhaps you're trying to change yourself to be one, but -- but -- but, stop doing that please.
It's disgusting. (Or maybe just annoying. Yeap.)

Forth kinda human - emo kids
I don't understand why certain human love to psycho themselves and telling others that they have damn lotza issues when they're actually perfectly fine.
Added with their family background is fine, education is fine, current location is fine, almost everything is fine.
It's not like they came from broken family, it's not like they're studying in worst school in the world, it's not like they're currently staying at desert/slum, it's not like they're extremely broke until no money for a proper meal, it's not like they totally have no entertainment.
My conclusion: I won't mind if you're emo when you're in an extreme condition/really stress up.
But then, what for get yourself in sucha down mood when you're actually extremely fine compared with the majorities??? Nothing better to do??? =.=

Fifth kinda human - humans who DON'T understand what is emo
There are humans who love to simply apply 'emo' this description on anyone who is in a bad mood.
When a person is sad because he/she running out of solution from solving problems, those felas would describe this kinda person as EMO.
When a person is angry because someone agitated him/her, those felas would describe him/her as EMO.
When a person is stressful/tension and hence with the not-so-good mood, those felas would describe him/her as EMO.
Seriously? I should say those felas are good in EMO as well coz as long as you're a human, you'll definitely have FEELINGS and you'll go thro them.
My conclusion: Please buladdee open up ur buladdee eyes and use your buladdee brain to differentiate what is EMO and FEELINGS before you make a conclusion that he/she is EMO-ing. Noobs. =.=

That's it. Thanks for watching.
God bless y'all and have a nice day/nite/afternoon/noon/watever-session-you-like!! ;))

The right age of getting married?

2011-09-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

Some of them said the golden time of getting married is at the age of 28 (+-2).
And they will looked at you differently (mostly negative) if you get married too early like around age of 26.

From my point of view,

Marriage is just like a lock. They decided to secure down their relationship early and that is their business, none of your business tho.
So please stop commenting on others getting married too early or too late coz that is their decision.
You might say they are financially unstable or immature enough, well, that's their business too!
Perhaps he/she is so much rich and so much matured than what you thought? So back to my old quote - DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

P/s: Just wana revive my blog n randomly chose this topic. Me no emo, me no get offended by so n so, me no sad, me no angry, me just me. :D

God bless y'all. :)

Contented.

2011-08-14T00:18:00.004+08:00

Seriously. Human nowadays doesn't get contented easily.

Taking things for granted too easily?

It's funny when a person complained when received a cheap present from his/her friend.

Out of 100 friends of yours, only 10 of them gave u presents and this dude/chick is one of the 10.

And you complained instead of fully appreciate it. Pathetic huh?

It's funny when parents complained that their children ignored them when the kids are having fun out there.

Question 1: Do you thought of your parents when you were partying when you were young? No? So what's your problem now?

Question 2: When you're not feeling well, is it possible for us to bring home mcD for you and feed you with it? Insane huh? So wat's your problem now?

Question 3: Do your children came back home early after party? Yes? So don't you think it's good enough that your children recognized the way back home? Compared with those spoilt teenagers & samseng kia?

It's funny when a gf/bf got angry when the partner did not buy any present on special occasion.

Excuse me, he/she is with you on that day rite?

Don't you feel contented enough that he/she is actually celebrating it with you compared with others celebrating it with themselves despite the fact that they're actually in a relationship?

It's funny when a person being damn choosy on food & quality of food. For example: refused to eat vegetables, refused to eat fruits, refused to eat unpolished rice??

Hello, it's FOOD, human.

It's not permanent in your mouth and does it kill you after eating certain kind of vege/fish? No? So what the heck you're whining about?

D'you understand that you're fortunate enough to have food to eat compared with those who are in poverty & war??

It's funny when a person won't stop complaining that he/she is having minor pain on certain part of his/her body. For example: a bruise. WTH?

Lol. In this case, an army shall be dead when a bullet has gone into his/her flesh.

It's funny when a person gave up study because he/she has failed umpteen times.

Lol. Einstein should be killing himself when he failed to prove his theory.

Thomas Edison should be killing himself with light bulbs when they failed to work.

You know why? Cause' they spent God knows how much on their experiments which is definitely more than the amount you've used on studies.

Many other cases that I wished to share out over here.

But then I don't think it's necessary coz the point of this post is just to mention about 'appreciation' and 'being contented'.

So before you wana complain about something, please look around and think otherwise.

This post is to remind myself stop being a complain queen as well. Lol. Ironic huh. :)

God bless us all and pray that He'll lead us to the right way.

Thanks y'all for spending time on reading my crappy post again. Haha.

Current mood?

2011-07-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

Fark off.

What if.

2011-07-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

What if my mobile apps development is NOT my final year project, will it be a much successful innovation?
What if game theory is NOT my seminar title, will it be a much interesting topic?
What if every math & IT subjects are NOT known as syllabus, will they be staying in my brain forever?

Seriously, education system needs to be reformed.

Okay. Dropping by to talk about my current thoughts.
My blog, is a space of mine for sharing thoughts.
However, there are still plenty of thoughts stuck in my mind couldn't get out simply because I care on what others think of me.
And the most important thing is, my mom is actually reading my blog. Almost each and every week.
She's the most loyal blog reader simply because i'm her daughter. Lol.
She cares about me. She concerns about my current condition.
How bout others? They're here to judge me, not to concern about me.
And tat's y, things were ended up stuck in a deep corner of my brain.
At the same time, there are things that I do not want her to know.
Because she's paranoid type too. She won't stop wild thinking when doubts are still in her brain.
Me too. Inheritance I guess. Or it's just a woman's nature? :)
Anyways. This is not the important part.

To be true, most of the bloggers nowadays have ruined the actual meaning of blogging.
I won't elaborate much on this part. Coz they should know what I mean.
I've tired of being those kinda blogger and here i am, stepping back and be myself again. :)
And another truth is, 'blogger' this word annoys me.
I'd call myself a mystory writer then :)
DON'T CALL ME A BLOGGER ANYMORE! I'M NOT ONE! Hahahahahahaha :P

Jajajajajaja. Thanks for reading my crappy thought piece of the day :D
God bless y'all for respecting me for who I am. :)

Pathetic Youngsters.

2011-07-10T18:12:00.003+08:00

DISCLAIMER: I'M NOT A SUPPORTER FROM ANY POLITIC'S PARTY SO PLEASE, DO NOT ATTACK ME BEHALF OF YOUR BELOVED PARTY AFTER READING THIS POST. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

I'm pretty sure that most of y'all knew wat's happening in my country recently.
If you don't, it's ok, i won't blame u coz most probably u're not a M'sian.
And if YOU ARE A M'SIAN, go screw yourself for not knowing wat happened on yesterday.
For the very last 'if' - if you are underage, you're free to go off from this issue coz you are still a kid.

I actually saw some felas on Facebook totally not showing any damn on this issue.
SERIOUSLY? BRAINLESS DUDES & BIMBOS, FOR GAWD'S SAKE DO YOU ACTUALLY REALIZED THAT YOU ARE STAYING IN THIS COUNTRY?
I mean c'mon, it won't take u a minute to understand the whole situation coz this yellow group - BERSIH, is a group of citizens asking for CLEAN & FAIR elections. ---> Very difficult to understand mer???
Some ppl might think, 'aiya just don't vote for those ppl tat u dun wish to vote will do lor, why make sucha big fuss on it?'
Oh my gawsh. Imagine out off 100 voters, 50 of them will give up voting right bcoz of this unfair election system.
So left 50 of them wanted to vote for a hope.
If the election was planned to be biased, just use ur simple butt brain and think about it, who is gona win the sits by the end of election then?
Needless me to talk more about this part coz I still prefer to eat self cooked/bought curry rice. Lol.

Okay back to normal election.
Out of 100 voters, if the election is CLEAN & FAIR (just like some other country, while they are counting the votes, they will show each n every voting ticket to the camera to prove tat the vote is really meant for a certain party), probability of voters giving up voting right will be 1% (which means only 1 person will give up due to some reason lar).
So left 99 of them to vote, and if wana plan for biased election will be much harder bcoz all these need budget & more efforts as well ok? ;)
Eventually those cheaters who wana play cheat will leave aside n think of other way to cheat rather than play cheat during election, UNDERSTAND?
Sucha simple concept how come u guys can still DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL?

I was kinda pissed when i saw someone said this:
"If I don't support yellow then i'm a soh*tooot*? Please, I just need peace and I'll never support on any rally or demonstrations. I'd prefer peaceful way of solving problems. So yellow & red, my support, you got none."

Hey there, hey, listen up.
NO MATTER WHO YOU SUPPORT OR DON'T SUPPORT, YOU'RE STILL A SOH*TOOOT*.
You know why?
First of all, WHO TOLD U TAT PPL DIDN'T WORK IT IN A PEACEFUL WAY BEFORE THEY START THE RALLY/DEMONSTRATIONS?
Second, NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO JOIN THEM, AND EVEN THEY DID, I'M DAMN SURE THEY WON'T CALL U A SOH*TOOOT* COZ THIS BUNCH OF PPL ARE CIVILIZED PPL.
Third, DON'T THINK YOU'RE VERY 'YAU YENG'/SPECIAL BY ACTING THIS WAY. I HOPE TAT ONE DAY YOU'LL DIE WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU'RE DEAD.
As a conclusion - DON'T CRAP SO MUCH IF YOU'RE NOT SUPPORTING ANYONE OF THEM. STFU AND GET A LIFE BEFORE YOU'RE DEAD. + P/s: I'm not asking you to support anyone. I'm just asking you to shut up if you insisted to be a pathetic childish youngster tho you're a grown up now.

As wat I've mentioned on Facebook:

Simple concept - a bunch of ppl is asking for fair election but the current gov ignored it, so this bunch of ppl gathered all others who are having the same concept with them to sound out to the gov so that the gov will do something about it. Seriously, WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS?? If u've reacted and solve this issue in the first place, all these demonstrations and jams WILL NOT happen at all =.=

Before you're accusing this bunch of ppl on making sucha big mess in the town, use ur pretty BIRD-BRAIN and think about it.
All i see is only the other side started the war bcoz they're scared. Inferior perhaps? Or even guilt because they did things cannot be seen by public?
Worse case is, things like tat happened and no representative comes out and control the situation.

This is the very first time I felt this kinda politic deserves my attention.
It's asking for clean, clear & fair and I don't see any harm with it.
Furthermore, it's budget-less to achieve this BERSIH concept so why avoiding from it? Why?
Watever. I'm looking forward to see our current beloved higher level management's felas reactions. Lol.

Actually this post is meant for those brainless dudes & bimbos who never give a damn to politics.
Or even try to be hero/heroin with a different kind of perception on things.
Don't be childish. You guys are no longer teenagers so PLEASE GO GET YOURSELF A LIFE INSTEAD OF STICKING YOUR BRAIN WITH USELESS TRENDS.

May God bless my country (bless me & my love ones first if possible :D)
God bless the world!!

Couldn't Agree More!!

2011-07-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

After reading XiaXue's post, I truly agreed with wat she said in the post.

Well you can trust your partner but you can't put ALL OF YOUR TRUST onto him/her.

I mean seriously, today he/she loves you BLINDLY but who knows what happened after 10 yrs or even later?

HUMAN IS THE SCARIEST CREATURE.

Well some of you might think i'm an obsessive person.

Oh yea I AM ONE. So?

Which clearly states that YOU BETTER DON'T STEP ON MY TAIL OR I WILL HAVE YOU TO PAY BACK FOR WHAT YOU DID.

Imagine one day I've stolen away something tat you treasure a lot. Or even touch it without your permission. Or even try some way to PULL IT TO MY SIDE.

Fyi, the above statement is meant for bitches & bastards who doesn't have a life.

Seriously people, before you asking stupid questions like "Why are you so emo? Why can't you stop emo & stop scolding people?"

Tryna use your bird brain to analyse and look through the situation - what happened and why does it happened.

I could understand why some of you couldn't put yourself in other people's shoes because YOU GUYS HAVEN'T BEEN THRO WAT OTHERS HAD BEEN THRO.

And please, I know how to differentiate CONCERN and BUSYBODY.

Stop showing me those hypocrite faces and concern about me.

PLUS, if you knew the story line, just keep your effin mouth shut.

You got no right to comment on any part of the incident because YOU'RE JUST AN OUTSIDER.

You'll never fully understand what happened.

Unless all of us are blurred, and you think none of us are making the right choice, alright, as a FRIEND you can give advices.

You don't TEACH/COMMENT on our actions. Get it?

Problems always gotta be solved by the creator(s).

And to let him/her to grow up, you don't use your solving method on them coz they got different tolerance & IQ & EQ level.

Besides, if you don't trust with wat I said, don't pretend tat you trusted it and lied to me because you scared tat you might hurt me with your truth. And if you can't make your point clear enough, DON'T MAKE YOUR STATEMENT AT THE FIRST AT ALL.

Just for you guys information, I'M NOT EMO AT ALL.

I seriously sicked with those felas who love to treat negative statements as EMO STATEMENTS.

When I criticize someone, DOESN'T MEAN I'M EMO.

When I scolded someone, DOESN'T MEAN I'M EMO.

When I cried, DOESN'T MEAN I'M EMO.

Simply because those tat I've mentioned above are NORMAL EMOTIONS. Not the EMO that you guys referring to.

If you don't know how to use EMO this word, DON'T USE IT.

You don't call a person EMO when he/she is just PISSED OFF. Lol.

You call a person EMO when he/she is really EMO for those noob n stupid reasons. GET IT?

Sigh. After all these craps somehow i felt tat they won't understand wat i mean. Lol.

Watever. JUST LIVE IN YOUR OWN EMO WORLD SINCE YOU TREATED EVERY NEGATIVE EMOTION AS EMO. NOOBZ. =.=

Somehow I wish I could pull all the target readers of this post to my front n shoot them gao gao. I wana let them feel wat I felt. So tat they will scram aside GIVE ME BACK MY DAMN PEACE LIFE. Yay.

Now I know how to reply my boss. He asked me y i wanted to share my feelings so much.

So boss now you get it already? :))

Until now I'm still very grateful for those who encouraged me throughout my down period.

Some of them truly encouraged & motivated me.

They didn't ask wat happened, they didn't ask why, they just said:

"HANG ON, WALK THROUGH IT. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT."

Look, this simple statement is good enough for me.

I don't need you to analyse things for me. I don't need you to teach me what to do next.

I just need encouragement, shoulder to lean on and hand to grab on when I fall.

I must declare that I'm NOT a stupid girl. I didn't mean to show off but I need to tell you that I could solve problems better than u do.

Might not be the most efficient way but at least it's the best way for me.

I still couldn't accept the fact tat both of you have ruined my happiness.

Especially YOU, STRANGER.

If you're sorry about it, APOLOGIZE TO ME, NOT TO HIM.

I got more sarcastic words to describe your personality but I don't because I STILL RESPECT YOU.

I'm still treating you as a female, which female's image is HIGHLY IMPORTANT.

Please don't think too low on me. You'll never know wat i'm capable of when i'm CRAZY. :)

Okay finally done.

And once again, NOPE I'M NOT EMO, DAMN IT.

I'M PISSED, to be exact.

And no NOTHING HAPPEN AT ALL just tot tat I should post out something like tat so tat someone will stop ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS.

As usual, God will bless those who asked for His help.

And you better pray to God tat I'll forgive & FORGET YOU soon. Lol.

AGAIN.

2011-06-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

You might felt surprise tat he has deleted u, AGAIN.
It's alrite coz before tat u've approved him, AGAIN.
Tho you've admitted you're a beatch, AGAIN,
it still couldn't change the fact tat you've ruined things, AGAIN.

Please do some researches/profile checking before u wana be a beatch, AGAIN.
I don't wana tarnish another person's name, AGAIN.
Thanks a lot. ;)

The Moral of the Story. #1

2011-06-18T12:14:00.002+08:00

There was a human wanted to burn the jungle down and build a brick house because he/she got too used of staying in a brick house without trees around.

Another person came by and said:"You don't burn down the jungle. You just build another wooden house within the jungle and get used with it will do."

This human replied:"No. I insisted to stay in a brick house without these trees around. I will change this place into a perfect living place."

So, the passerby advised:"I know you're capable of doing it. But you better don't do it cause' you'll be making the animals and other people who are staying in this jungle to hate you. You've ruined their nature."

The human ignored the advice and replied:"Well. I will change this place into a perfect environment. Just wait and see."

The passerby kept quiet and left.

***Skipping the crappy part***

And the human died due to bitten by a poisonous snake. Or being killed by other human. Or being killed by a bear. Or being stoned by a monkey. Whatever.

Moral of the story: When you've met someone stubborn and loves to show off, just STFU will do. :) Simply let the ~~moron~~ performer to get on the show and let him/her show whatever he/she wants, which eventually he/she will meet the famous Ms/Mr FAILURE. :)

Why Emo Again????

2011-06-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
Listen up.
When you guys called me as an emo queen, have u guys ever stand in my shoes and feel on what I felt?

No?

Then just SHUT THE F**K UP.
Thanks.

6th Post from Office - Mission Impossible Ends! :D

2011-06-03T13:24:00.001+08:00

Yep!! It's friday today!!! *Playing Rebecca Black's song* Flyday flyday gettin down on flyday~~
And very soon it's Monday and I got task due on next flyday!!!! *damn* >.<
And very very soon the new intern is coming in n someone will be my new neighbor!! :D
N tat neighbor is my ex-neighbor fren's fren!!! lol xD

And why m i so hyper over here? =.="

So yep. My mission impossible ends on today. :)
Gona get back my life and enjoy this internship!!! (mission impossible no.2 lol xD)
And damn i really need to start my fyp n seminar rite now! Erm i mean, soon. :D

Kdoneherebuai!
God bless me & my love ones!
God will bless u too if u ask!!! :D

It's Messy and Complicated.

2011-05-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Yaya. Nothing is simple and nice anymore.
Coz i'm a grown up!! Lol.
Okay perhaps i'm still kinda childish in some way such as behavior or wat.
But who cares! My brain is matured enough to make decisions and analysis - tat's all matters.

I'm still planning for my future. And I could c i'm changing the route rite now.
Before Industrial Training started, I felt i was on the right track n i'm gona have a bright future with better result and good communication skill or watsoever special skills I had on myself.
But now, something changed my mind.
Most probably due to working environment, people in the office, friends around me, and the family.
Quite lotza things happened lately.
And throughout all these I learnt how to deal with things, how to throw temper properly so that others won't treat it as childish action, how to emo properly so that others will understand my thoughts and feelings instead of taking it as negative statement, how to cover up the real me, and how to see through the faces under their masks. *wink*

I'm becoming a woman. But before the complete formation of woman, I need to go through the lady stage.
Somehow I dun like to be a lady. That is so not me.
I'd prefer to skip the lady stage, where I can be a successful woman at a young age. Haha..
Or should put it other way - I'd prefer to stay young forever as a lady instead of becoming a woman. :D
Forever 21!! Haha..
PLUS! Most of the old ladies are close minded and stubborn. Why should I get into this stage so early?
I'll stay young no matter wat. Coz i'm always on the trend and i'm following the technology!! Yay :D (Eherm just ignore this shiok sendiri part :))

Speaking of which.
I'd like to talk about female driver. Especially AUNTIE LEVEL'S driver.
Somehow I just dislike AUNTIE drivers a lot.
Reasons:
i) Some of them are damn selfish which they'll never let u cut into their lane even your signal is on for ages
ii) Some of them are driving damn slow yet wana stay on the middle lane of 3. Like driving 60km/hr? Geezzzz
iii) Some of them are so rude - cut into your lane without signal and drive damn slow rite infront of u
iv) Some of them are over gentle - kept letting others to cut into their lane without considerate the cars behind of them are actually rushing
v) Some of them are super sensitive - distance between ur car and her car can't be less than 30cm or you'll be honked by her
vi) Some of them are over yong sui (it's a cantonese word. in english, we call it unflattering look lol xD)

Okay done crapping.
Imma back to my own world and continue the series and movies. :D
So not motivated for college projects and seminar.
Let them dai(die) for now. :D Dai dai dai~~~
And revive them back on other day! Hahaha.

Kaydonebuai!
God bless my love ones & me & you!! <3

5th post from office - Mission Impossible: Alone for 2 weeks O.O

2011-05-23T08:45:00.000+08:00

Okay. So my neighbors officially ended their internship last friday.
And rite now left me alone at this corner. Lol.
Well it's okay, will be really bored coz usually I'll disturb them when I stress out or just wana get crazy. Haha..
Anyways. I've decided not to shift my place coz this place is my feng shui position n i dun wana shift anymore. Hahahaha..
Just kidding. Simply felt tat my stuffs are all here n I'm kinda comfortable sitting at this spot instead of any other spot.
So yep. Sitting alone for 2 weeks!! :P

Things between us has settled.
After getting my nerves calmed, getting my brain cleared, I've realized I can't blame him so much coz after all he's really THIS naive.
He thought every human in this world are all good. All meant for him to care for.
Lol. Stupidity is his nature i guess >.<
It's ok. I'm here to solve this problem.
I'm sure God wants me to do so. :)
And for tat beatch, I will not care about her anymore since she's just a beatch who doesn't deserve my attention n respects.
So yea, KEEP SKIN YEA BEATCH. ;)

Alrite, done here.
Gona make myself cereal/milo for breakfast. Lol.
May God bless me and my family and you. :)

Why Me?

2011-05-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

I don't like to cry infront of ppl. Not even infront of friends & family.
Tears of joy doesn't count.

Daddy, mommy, I'm so sorry that I seldom call both of you and concern about you guys.
No worries I'll be fine. I'll never kill myself for anything.
It just that I'm really, really depress rite now.
I duno who else I can trust. I duno who else I can lean on except for both of you.
Right now, I really really wish to go back both of ur side.
I'm really scared that the very next moment when I stay at this place I'll go insane.
I not dare to talk about this through fone with both of u, coz i'll cry.
I don't wana let both of u worried.
Coz I know how it feels when your beloved child being hurt and you can do nothing about it.

He has his parents supporting him physically n mentally, right infront of him.
No matter wat he did, his parents will stand by his side.
But I don't. I need to bear all these things that I duno when will I fall and get hurts really really badly.

I'm trying my best to control my emotion.
But still, while typing all these my tears are flowing out from my eyes.
Right now I duno wat his mom is telling him, I duno wat's his mom's perceptions towards me, all I know is I'm helpless.
I wish I could just hug my parents n cry like a baby right now.

Please, God, give me the strengths.
I know You'll never leave me alone. This time You won't too.

YOU.

2011-05-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

It's all about you again.
I'm freaking damn happy that you've informed your beloved 'FRIENDS AND FAMILY' over there and it's a damn painful decision for you to make.
I even HAPPIER when you've informed HER that you & me had something on.
Awesome huh?

RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW I'M GONA ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT I'M THE EVIL ONE, WHO FORCED YOU TO MAKE DECISION, TO CHOOSE YOUR FUTURE, OR YOUR FANTASY.

CALL ME AN EMO BITCH. I WON'T MIND.
COZ I AM THIS EFFIN EMO FREAK INDEED, AND I WILL NOT BE MERCY ON THIS KINDA EFFIN RETARDED THING.
I'M THE BITCH. SHE'S NOT.
I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE PIECE OF SHIT EVEN SHE'S EARNING SYMPATHY FROM YOU, OR YOU'RE DEFENDING BEHALF OF HER.

THIS WORLD RECOGNIZED YOU AS THE SAINT, AND I'M THE DEVIL.

You asked me whether I felt like killing you or not.
I WOULD RATHER GIVE U THE KNIFE N LET YOU KILL ME.
I DON'T WANA SETTLE THIS KINDA SHIT ANYMORE.
I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW YOU'RE THE REAL FARKER, NOT ME.

YES, I'M PARANOID.
YES, I'M SENSITIVE.
YES, I'M IGNORANT.
YES, I'M STUBBORN.
YOU CHOSE THIS ROAD, YOU RUINED IT, YOU SHOWED ME PATHETIC FACE, YOU WANTED ME TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO, YET YOU NEVER GET MY POINT.

I'LL LET YOU END ALL THESE SHITS.
FOR DAMN SAKE, LET ME BE THE SAINT JUST FOR ONCE.
I DON'T CARE HOW YOU END IT, I JUST WANA HAVE PEACE.

yao bu ran ni jiu sha si wo. wo yao quan shi jie de ren zhi dao ni cai shi xiong shou.

P/s: Mom, please don't ask me anything regarding this post. Thanks.

The Gay, and The Lesbian.

2011-05-10T23:54:00.001+08:00

Okay recently a couple in Taiwan got married.
No no no I'm not referring to the 'Black & White' marriage (黑人&范范).
I'm referring to an unusual couple - Junike & Audrey.
The Junike is only 22-year-old (21+ to be precise) this year.
And yea someone said 'he's' too young for getting married.
Noticed the single quote over there? :P
Anyways. Crap less n bck to my main point - Gay n Lesbian. ;)

Handsome? Pretty? Wat dyou think? ;)
Okay seriously, at first i couldn't accept it as i think it's pretty weird for Taiwan's government to approved this marriage coz afterall Taiwan is an Eastern country.
Furthermore, even Taiwan didn't approve it I'll still treat it as weird case coz wat's the point of a pair of girls getting married?
I mean she loves her, she loves her, but they can never have normal life and can't do anything like a normal couple could.
Somehow I just felt tat they might regret.
Coz they r too young. Both of them r too young.
Besides the girl isn't tat hideous. She doesn't need to attached to a les.
I don't anti les, i just felt tat this couple isn't tat compatible.
The 'guy' isn't tat masculine n one day the real girl might found another handsome guy.

They are both male. :D N nope they r not gay =.= Putting out just for fun! :P

Gay. Even worse I guess.
Truth is nowadays ppl do anti gay more than anti les.
They felt tat it's extremely inappropriate for a guy to become an 'ah gua'.
I don't anti gay too. Coz tat is not wat they want.
It takes dozens of time to change a guy so tat he can back to normal.
Same goes to les, tho it will be much easier for a les to change.
Well, if you can successfully transform yourself into a 'real woman', I wont mind if you're a gay.
The most important thing is the les (guy) must be masculine enough and the gay (girl) must be feminine enough.
Otherwise I'll simply reject the relationship coz you wont wish to c 2 mascular guy kissing each other.
I know the hamsaps will say girl kiss girl is damn hot.
My foot. It's freaking weird for girls to kiss each other.
And that is not kiss. That is freak show.
Only those imba felas will tell u tat the freak show is awesome.
Imba in the sense of they are freaks as well. Damn freaks.

Here are the pros and cons of becoming les/gay:
Pros:
i) Will never get unwanted pregnancies
ii) Will never get babies after married (unless you've went thro those kinda surgeries for tat)
iii) Will never get worried about $$ issues since u can never get family burden (will further describe at con's section)
Cons:
i) Your parents will hate you (if you're Asian - and leads to 3rd point of Pro)
ii) Your friends will leave you
iii) You need to get ovum/sperm from other ppl in order to have baby
iv) You'll lost more freedom than you've thought

Okay I've done posting so much craps over here.
Enjoy reading if you're straight.
Don't get offended if you're not straight. xD
God will still bless y'all. Tatas.

Truth and Lie.

2011-05-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

Somehow I just felt tat the close ppl (family is exceptional) around me will give me damn lotza beautiful lies in order to protect my fragile heart.

D'you actually know wat i want the most?

If you think money/materials can buy my heart, beautiful lies can lighten up my day, then you're not fit to be one of the important person in my life.

N nope praising doesn't work on me as well.

All I need is only honesty and sincerity. Why force yourself to put on a smile when u're unwilling to?

Of course I'll feel sad if I lose one of you from my life.

But then it's okay, this is reality.

I understand the concept, and nope one of you does not fit to be a dog.

Coz dog knows loyalty, and you don't.

You're even worse than a dog.

You guys just don't understand.

After sucha long time with me you guys still don't know my patterns n behavior.

R u expecting me to treat you guys like I first met y'all?

Stop being naive. I'm not a clown and we r not in a circus.

STOP BEING A KID AND GROW UP PLEASE.

Siapa yang makan cili dialah yang rasa pedas.

Obviously this post is meant for people who are related with me.

Coz only Malaysians will understand the statement above. Lol.

I don't need to mention the names in this post coz YOU GUYS SHOULD BE CLEAR WITH WAT YOU'VE DONE.

Don't ask me who and why. Outsiders need not to know so much. Just know the main point will do.

Human can never be matured. This is the truth.

Something can last forever. This is a lie.

Oh by the way if you've added me in Facebook and you kept seeing me posting emo status, you felt annoyed coz you dislike negatives, YOU CAN SIMPLY IGNORE IT COZ I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO READ IT AND THAT IS A SOCIAL SITE, NOT YOUR TERRITORY. I DEFINITELY HAVE THE RIGHT TO POST WATEVER I WANT COZ I HAVE THE WRITING FREEDOM AS WELL, MIND YOU.

God bless us if we ask.

God will bless me n my family coz I've asked.

Thoughts!

2011-05-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

First thought:
How can a person/a group of people being sooooooo hopeless that they would rather play with fire/ruin their future instead of fight for it?
I'll try to forgive them. If I can't, I'll ask God to forgive them then.
And thanks God sooooo much for blessing our home.
Without Him, I'll definitely be having depression rite now.

Second thought:
Can you please be more polite and well-mannered?
First of all, I duno you, and you duno me either.
Second, before I met you, you've already gave me kinda bad impression.
Third, my bf is NOT your slave, MIND YOU.
Forth, guys refused to argue with you simply bcoz THEY ARE GENTLEMAN.
Fifth, I don't care whether this is ur character/personality or not, I just dislike this kinda attitude, so I WILL NOT ACCEPT THE FACT that you're ~~barbaric~~ ill-mannered.
Thanks God that literally, you're not around me.

Third thought:
Who cares if you're talented or not.
To me i'll not praise you or 'pai ma pi' if your production isn't tat good.
So yea, I don't care how you criticized me on my sentence structure or grammar or logic, I'LL NEVER EVER PUT A GOOD WORD FOR YOU unless you've produced something that deserves my compliment.
Be realistic lar, so what if I can't speak good english and so what if you could??
In d end you're still a normal student like anyone else.
Nothing big deal, so please BE MODEST A LIL BIT MORE.

Forth thought:
I WANA SLEEP NOW!!
God bless us all!! He definitely will if you ask for it! :)
Tatassss :)

Suay-ness Today.

2011-04-25T20:59:00.005+08:00

Mad suay can!!! Gahhhhhhhhhh

i) Early in the morning
So this morning after i went to the office, I just realized tat there is a task due on today.
Luckily Aussie is having Easter off or otherwise I'll be dead. =.=
But then I didn't remember tat they were having Easter off today, so without thinking twice I've submitted my task back to the consultant without giving my mentor double check it. Sad!
And yea lucky enough, my mentor didn't blame me on tat.

ii) Somewhere nearby the afternoon (It's still morning tho lol)
While focusing on doing my next task, and I dun really know wat I did and the next thing is my right shoe's heel BROKEN.
BROOOOOOOKEEEEEEEEEN.
WTH??????
For the very first time in my life my high heel's heel got BROKEN. Lol????
And my neighbor (sitting next to me) was laughin hard at me. =.=" (PLUS he offered his BIG SHOES for me so tat I could get down to the car there n get my shoes :P)
Yes once again, lucky enough tat I had my spare heels in the car.
Or otherwise I might need to wear the flip flop n walk around the office =.=

iii) Lunch
Went to Tropicana City Mall and had our lunch.
So after lunch, we went to Nichii and take a look at the clothes over there.
And i saw gorgeous top which is mixed selling with other gorgeous clothes at the price of 2 for RM70.
WTH???!!!!!
I just bought one gorgeous top (the material almost the same as the cheap one) from The Curve's Nichii for RM59.90. Round it off, RM60. DEMMMM!!!!! T.T
Why those gorgeous tops didn't exist in Curve's Nichii?? Why?? WHY?????? Sobxxxxxx

iv) After Lunch (Please do not read this part if you're having meal/after meal)
So I got back to work.
My stomach was kinda not feeling well.
So I went to the toilet.
After passing motion, and I wanted to flush away the residue, who knows there was a small lil piece of shiat floating on top.
And there was not enough water/pressure to flush it off anymore.
So I spent almost like 5 mins just to get rid of it. Lol?
Total spent time in toilet - 15mins? =.="

v) Before knock off
My stomach didn't get well after tat toilet session.
It's still weirdy weirdy and I got nothing to make it better.
Felt like vomiting.
But then I endured. I stopped drinking water just to prevent myself from actual vomiting. =.="

vi) Back to home
While I was bathing..... Something came to my mind.
Guess wat?
Guess?
Guess?
Guesssssssss?
I'VE FORGOTTEN TO RENEW MY LIBRARY BOOKSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! GAWSSSHHHHHHHH T.T
N tat time was 8pm.
Farking damn library closed at 7pm during sem break!! Eeeesssshhhhhh
And the system closed at 7pm as well. WTH???!!!! T.T
Theoretically my books are due on TODAY.
And they made it overdue at 7pm. T.T
1 hour. Tat 1 hour. COST ME RM0.6 PER DAY AND THIS COMING WEEKEND I GOTA SPEND A FEW MORE BUCKS ON PETROL FOR TRAVELING TO WANGSA JUST TO PAY THE FINE AND RENEW THE BOOKSSS!!!! T.T ~$~

Okay stop the moaning.
After all, God did bless me coz if He didn't, I'll be in a deeeeeep deeeep trouble rite now.
He always protect me from dangers.
All these aren't dangers tho. Haha..
I just wana complain about my noob-ness and tell everyone tat no matter how noob i am, God will still bless my life.
So, no more FML! :D
May God bless y'all too. (Better ask Him lar otherwise He won't know! :P)
Kay done buai!! :)

Readers from Indonesia?

2011-04-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

I guess not.
Someone from Indonesia has used 'Mikashaz' as some thing/person/event/watsoever-is-that for promotion of site or wat which made lotza ppl searched on 'Mikashaz' via Google and reached my blog.
Felt kinda sad tho. Coz Mikashaz this name is created by me, one and only one in this world. Okay at least in this cyber world.
Wished to be rich enough to register this name under 'trademark' or 'copyright'. Guess copyright would be much better as I've stopped using this name for commercial purpose for quite some time already.

So dear all from Indonesia, if you're not my reader and you're here just to look for ur desired 'Mika Shaz', do not leave!! >.<
Do stay for a longer while n tell me what happened n why is this name appeared to be so famous in your country rite now. Lol.

Anyways, the number of my USA readers (or visitors) has been decreasing.
Hmm. I need to know why too. Haha.
Thanks to all my loyal readers, and a warm welcome to new readers! :)
God bless us all (especially when we ask from Him! :))
Kay done buai!

I'll swallow them all.

2011-04-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today had a good n nice morning.
Started to have an emo afternoon.
Impatient evening.
Damn emo night.
I'll swallow them all at once.
My pride is bullet proof. Go ahead n shoot me.
I won't drop a single tear. Not for this kinda noob thingy of course.
Tomorrow will be fine again. At least by God's grace I can do it.

Sicked of looking at your expressions.
You'll never understand & APPRECIATE my intention.
Don't pretend to be one.

FYL coz u're pathetic. Negative thinker.

4th From the Office! :P

2011-04-21T08:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing special today. Err should say till this moment. Haha..
I won't know wat i'll do later on. So yep. Stay tune xD
Btw I know the trick of getting more task if i'm too free o wat. Lol.
Just show my boss of my 'happening skype' will do.
Tat's wat he said to me yesterday - 'Wah ur skype very happening ah.'
And the very next thing i know is he's goin to assign new task for me to do =.=
Great. Indirect way of getting stuff to do. Lol.

Alrite shall stop here.
Ciaoz everyone! :)
God bless us when we ask. :)

3rd post from office :D

2011-04-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

So i'm just gona share out wat happened this morning. Lol.
Today i sangat pandai, reverse parking into the parking space.
N then there was an auntie in another car refused to get down n i duno y. Perhaps she's getting ready of something me got no idea.
After a few rounds of go straight n reverse finally got into the space nicely. Lol (phaillllll)
So when i got down, tat auntie got down too.
She stared at me as if she wana judge me on my reverse parking skill. Cheh.
N then aftertat we wanted to go to the lift at the same time but suddenly i found out tat i was wearing slipper. O.O
So immediately i went bck to my car n changed my shoes.

Aftertat i rushed to the lift n i saw the door was closing.
So i put my hand at the lift's door so tat the door will reopen >.<
N tat auntie was in the lift. She stared at me with those kinda look.
I guess I must b the weirdest intern ever found in this building.
Watever. This is my morning. Lol.

Alrite sharing session shall be stopped at here coz got guai lou ah tao walking here n there.
Chaoz all!! :)
God bless us all ;)

A post a day, keeps the lazy bug away. :)

2011-04-17T11:16:00.004+08:00

When I was a kid my mom used to call me as lazy bug.

When I've grown up (which is now) my mom decided to call me as bad bug.

I guess in the future she'll call me as a stink bug. O.O

This is gona be a short post anyway.

For almost everyday when I log onto my blog I'll c his face.

Fyi, I'm not a big fan of Justin Bieber.

Or should say I'm totally not a fan of Justin Bieber =.=

The ads are random, they were chosen by Nuffnang, not by me. Lol.

Somehow I wished the Bieber's fans will view my blog coz when they c JB (not johor bahru for sure =.=) they'll get so excited n they'll continue to read my blog. *fat hoping*

Anyway. If you love him so much u can click on the ads to get more info on how to attend his concert. o.o

Okay done here. Should spend more time on my project instead of all these craps. Haha..

Thanks all for viewing! :)

God bless everyone! (especially me & my beloveds :P)

How to be a REAL Sweet & Pretty person.

2011-04-16T18:53:00.005+08:00

Okay I know I'm not at the point where I can successfully convince ppl to follow my suggestions but WHO CARES *blekssss*
Who told you that a fashion stylist must be stylo enough to transform a person into a fashionist? Right? Right? Rightttt?????

Okay crap less. Let's get it started.

Rule No.1 - Be modest.

meaning: a bunch of proud fela. :)

Never ever think damn highly on yourself.
Perhaps you have a nice look, but please, you're not the prettiest one. Stay humble.
Lotza girls nowadays are over confident with themselves which causing them to look damn bimbo. Okay a 'vase' to be precise coz not all girls are blonde. No racism involved. :)
I've seen lotza girls who think that they are damn chio o wat. Okay u have the look. So what??
Doesn't mean tat I need to pray on u rite?

Rule No.2 - Follow the ethics.

Even it will restrict your freedom or whatsoever you'll still need to follow it no matter wat.
You know old ppl prefer ladies who walk gently, speak gently, eat gently, work gently.....
And nope, being gentle is not everything. It's just part of the ethics. Lol.
On the other hand, dudes will much prefer girls who look like this:

than this:

Rule No.3 - Build up your IQ & EQ.

Without these 2 major components, you're nothing but a vase.
Therefore, it's important to have these both.
Imagine when you're working with a bunch of professionals, and you know nothing but only dolling up yourself.
What's the point of working then? Might as well stay at home and continue your tai-tai's life.
Everyone needs to work and you shouldn't be there blocking/obstructing others to complete their job. Lol.

Rule No.4 - Take good care of your inner beauty.

Yes yes yes inner beauty rulesssss everything.
Inner beauty consists of every crucial elements and therefore, you need to take good care of it!
When you're kind hearted, people will love you more.
When you're soft hearted, good human will treat you even better (evil human will only make good use of you. Tat's y u need to be smart!)
When you're good in character & personality, everyone will never hate/dislike you no matter wat you've done. (Errr perhaps not everyone. At least the majority will.)

Rule No.5 - Be friendly.

So you have everything - talent, beauty, character, and you're not friendly. (Err yea tat's possible. Lol.)
So, be friendly! Train yourself to be extrovert a lil bit more.
Should train your courage too. Haha yeap. :P

Rule No.6 - IMAGE!!!
Finally comes to the easiest part and the part tat u really wana read. Haha..
Being pretty doesn't mean that you need to put cardboard-thick of makeup on your face.

Coz you'll ended up like that. =.=

You can still look pretty without makeup. And I guess this how-to part can be found anywhere online.
But i'll just share out some simple basic tips on how to look great.

i) Sleep early, drink lotza water, eat lotza vege & fruits, take good care of your health - coz a sick person's face can never look great. :)

ii) Put on moisturizer/essence during day n nite to keep your face moist. If you're still young (age 17-24), keep your face clean & moist will do.
And If you're older than that, you should start to use some cream or essence to keep your face firm n wrinkles free. Lol.
Ohya eye cream is important too, u may start using it from age around 20 until u die. hahahaha.. :P

iii) Wear according to your age. If you're young, try something bold. If you're old, wear something elegant n you're not backward compatible (means you can't look like a youngster anymore lar xD) so PLEASEEEE don't wear something tat the youngsters are wearing. =.=

iv) Read more fashion magazines tat can really give u professional tips such as Vogue, ViVi, Bazaar, Popteen, Scawaii, Female, 女人我最大 (nu ren wo zui da), and not those kinda mags which fulllllll of adverts =.=

Rule No.7 - NEVER go after material & fame.

It will eventually ruin your image of being a sweet & pretty person.
TRUST ME!

Don't feel sad if you have an ordinary look. You still can look pretty & sweet just follow watever I've mentioned above.
For others who have pretty face, you just need to be yourself, be honest, good in personality as well as smart enough to make yourself being unique.
But it's fine to be perfect. Haha.. I can ensure you that you'll feel mad tired after few days of being perfect :P
Good luck to all girls who wana be sweet & pretty!! :)))

Alrite done. Hope this post can help some of you out there.
God bless us all! (if and only if you ask. :)))
Tata!!

Pictures credit to: Google Image (and the respective image source)

2nd Post from the Office

2011-04-14T08:42:00.000+08:00

No I'm not tat free actually.
It just tat I refused to be busy. haha..
Have been driving alone to office for 2 days.
Feeling kinda weird coz usually I'm the passenger, sit n stare at the scenery.
But now, I've became the driver.
Quite weird to send someone whos driving skill is so much better than me to work. o.o
And yep, God bless me on the road as ever :D

Working days past really fast.
It's Thursday of the 2nd week. :)
20 weeks left!! Counting down.
It isn't a big number after all. :)

Okay, office gona be filled with ppl so this post shall be a real short post.
Bye everyone. God will bless us if we ask. :))

Emo Kid.

2011-04-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

Felt kinda lifeless rite now.
Got no idea wat happened to myself.
I was actually expecting something better from here.
Who knows, I don't really like those stuffs tat i'm doing now.
Anyway, for my future sake, i'll work on it.
Sigh. Never regret for wat u've done.

Interesting Videos Sharing :P

2011-04-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yep so here i am again ;)
Due to working days unable to surf net for too much (coz my co has blocked all the access to youtube, facebook and totally didn't support flash/silverlight >.<), therefore i've decided to surf net surf gao gao during the weekends. haha..
Okay so i shall make my blog alive again! xD
Vids sharing moment!! (Youtube vids to be exact haha)

Video No.1
Too skinny for suicide on a railway track xD

Without the narrator i guess you'll most probably think tat the woman is dead.
Who knows it didn't work! Lol suicide phail xD
Weird case huh? xD

Video No.2
When we said 'It's meant for buses only', we MEAN IT :P

Somehow some people will not follow the instructions.
There you go, cars destruction xD
Btw this can be found in Manchester City Centre :) (based on comment from others)
Shall take a look next time if I managed to go UK in the future ;)

Video No.3
'Wavy' Bridge o.o

Will you still dare to drive on this kinda bridge? o.O
Errr not sure on the location coz i couldnt recognize this country from its chinese name :P

Video No.4
Aliens wana have some steak as well. =.=

Don't ask me whether it's real o not.
Believe it o not, up to u :)

Video No.5
A guy who has a TAIL. o.o

I believed this is real.
But it looks like a rat tail at the same time =.=

Video No.6
He stares at you no matter where you moved. >.<

Sounds creepy huh? Haha..

Video No.7
Best way of teaching your child the '9' multiplication (below 7 yrs old xD)

I can ensure you that after your child watching this vid he/she'll be hyper pro in simple math without table/calculator's assistance. xD

Video No.8
Hypnotizing :P

Perhaps you've watched this before but i guess some of you haven't.
Watch it then! :D

Video No.9
A SHE? Or a HE? @.@

I think is a HE which later then converted as a SHE :P
Being circulated on Facebook for quite some while. But well perhaps some of u haven't seen it before. :P

Okay i'm sleepy now. Normally I'll make it 10 in a list but then i'm sleepy rite nw so i've decided to stop here. Haha..
Enjoy ur day peeps.
God bless me & my family, & my dearies, & u. :))

Phew. :|

2011-04-03T17:32:00.002+08:00

One year finally ends!!!! Finally!!!! :)
With all the tears and sweats and bitters and sweets, finally, we're here at the 2nd stage of our 'uni' life. Haha..
INDUSTRIAL TRAINING!!!!

Yep I just finished my final paper on last Thursday.
And I'm gona start my industrial training on TOMORROW.
Actually got not much worries about it.
Coz after all it's just like normal ppl working in a company.
But I'm not excited about it, not happy bout it, not even anxious about it.
Coz at the same time, I gota rush for my FYP, rush for Seminar report, and every month we'll need to submit an industrial training report back to our supervisor. :(
I wish to skip this part. So not fun at all. =X

I got myself a sty again. =.=
FML i dun understand how come my body can be so weak n heaty.
2 months ago i got one on my right eye, upper lid.
Rite now, i got it on my RIGHT EYE AGAIN, lower lid. wtf. =.=
And this time didn't swell like last time, it just kinda swell n of coz, irritating. =.=
Kinda pain, kinda itchy, n u can't scratch it while itchy coz ur dirty finger might make it worse.
Worst part, it's above the soft bone of the lid. So when it burst u cant really squeeze it (or should say u duno how to squeeze it) unless u wanted to have a broken bone on ur lid. =.=""
However, it hasn't reach the bursting stage. Which irritates me to the freaking max.

Gahhhh i'm tired. Giving up isn't an option. Oh do I even have an option? Sad. :(
Study is to gain knowledge. Yet wat i brought to myself are tiredness, stress, weak body, pathetic appearance and loss of $$$$$$$$.
You better get me a damn great job in the future or otherwise i'll simply sabotage you, TARC. =.=

Not all uni students are sucha pathetic one like me/us (referring to SAS students ONLY). Trust me. =.=

God bless me & my health & my body & my money & my family & my love. & you too. :)

Rapid Update. ;)

2011-03-27T13:15:00.000+08:00

Keep updating my blog so tat it won't be dead. :D

Right now i'm supposed to do my revision but well, I couldn't concentrate.
It wasn't because I don't like the stuffs tat i'm studying.
It was due to the lack of oxygen in my brain o.o
Kept yawning n yawning n yawning n yawning away =.=
And I was stuck at these words - Codec & Modem. Sigh.

How to remember things when ur brain is in sucha state?

I dislike dreams.
They made my night so restless.
And my brain is unhappy bcoz of tat. =.=
I'm so sleepy rite now. Demmit.

Ohya. Stupid mosquitoes are the culprit of waking me up early in the morning. (Not really early tho just tat i hvnt get enough sleep =.=)
I wish my blood consists of some kinda poison which is able to kill of the mosquitoes instantly while they're sucking my blood. Yes! ;D

I. am. sleepy. Geeeeezzzzzz.

God bless me & my family. & you too. :)

Patience,

2011-03-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

is all I needed rite now.

I need to have patience on studies.
I need to have patience on revisions.
I need to have patience on gaining knowledges.
I need to have patience on completing my project.
Oh snap. I haven't even pass up my project modules n spec. Shiat.
Yea. I need to have patience on creating them.
I need to have patience on taking care of my health.
Last but not the least, I need to have patience on creating a perfect body image (fat hoping. hahax).

I've been treating things in sucha way tat normal human (which is referring to those who don't know me at all) wouldn't accept it.
Such as:
i) when i ask u questions, u need to answer me within 5 seconds.
ii) when i needed something now, u need to get it to me within 30 seconds.
iii) when i'm sick/unfeeling well, i want my body to recover within 12-20 hrs.
iv) when i dislike u, u need to get off from my sight asap (otherwise you wouldn't want to know the consequences. haha..)
v) when i call ur name, u need to react within 3 seconds.
vi) if i'm dolling up myself, i want myself to get it done within 45mins to an hour or otherwise i'll started to emo. o.o

Yea. This is me. Impatient kid. Eesshh.
I duno wat happened actually. Hormones are still imbalance?
Guess my procrastinations are causing myself to get more n more stress and uncontrollable emotion.
Blame myself being too lazy n irresponsible. Gah. =.=

I. need. to. get. back. to. my. revision. now. or. i'll. screw. up. my. studies. again. =.=
God bless y'all. God bless me n my beloveds. :)

Humble.

2011-03-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

Erm yep. After reading a top student's blog. I realized how pathetic I am. Lol :P

If i'm not mistaken, this top student is the best among our 3 CS courses, indicates him as the Top of the Tops. Hahaha.. xD

I felt kinda guilty for how I behaved, how I studied, how I treated my studies. :(

He worked so hard for every assignments.

He studied so hard for every test, understands a lot for everything he learnt.

Nope he's not tat kinda nerd. He doesn't memorize things tat he hasn't FULLY understand.

Unlike me. 'Gah just understand 80% will do lar aiyo y so mafan >.<'

Haha.. Yeap this is me. Tat's y I can never score 100% for my test. xD

It seems like he treasured every knowledge he gained.

Hmm. Shows tat not all top students are top.

Just for example - my course's top students. Haha.. :D

I guess we're the lousiest among all :P

But here's a thing.

He seems to be self-centered a lil, egoistic a lil.

However, he & I have 1 thing in common - we love God. ;)

Undeniable without God we won't have today.

We won't have this title.

We won't be able to learn things faster than others.

Tat's God's wisdom. Not ours. :)

It seems like we shared the same problem as well.

Both of us hate the current (or asia) education system.

If your answer can't be found in marking scheme, then your answer is wrong - this is our education system.

With this kinda education system, with this kinda lecturer, wat d'you expect on the student's quality?

Hmm anyway. This is our fate. Complete the studies n get far far away from here will do :)

So, here's a story to tell.

Coz i know none of them will read my blog so i'll just simply post out a story which is related to them. Haha..

This lecturer of mine loves to share story a lot.

And those stories are related with ppl tat are around him.

When he found out tat story is related with his topic, he'll simply share it out without bothering other stuffs.

Tat is why he wanted to be so secretive at the beginning.

Coz he shared stories without thinking consequences? Erm can't say tat. He does know the consequences n he doesnt care coz he knew tat he was just stating the fact.

For me, I wouldn't mind coz he didn't mention the name. But he did mentioned the course.

But it's still okay to me coz i don't think this is something biggy.

But my coursemates find it offensive.

Coz he was laughing at other ppl's flaws.

Okay, speaking of which.

This comes to my mind.

'Now u oso know laughin at ppl's flaws are evil ah?????'

I mean, they always did tat.

Along with the NAME being mentioned.

Or directly shoot that person who has done something wrong.

Okay this lecturer did too.

But he didn't do it in a way which hurt other ppl, or more in the sense of joking.

Unlike some of them. They did it on purpose.

They just wana c u FALL.

Tat's y I said - they are a bunch of complex organism.

I started to lose track of their behaviors.

I 'disfriended' a friend during my mood swing period. And friended again. Haha.

But during the 'disfriending' period, he changed his target. Haha..

I think my action did changed him. Somehow, I couldn't explain the changes in him.

He doesn't know the changes, and he'll never know until I tell him.

Anyway. The story he tat started/developed will not ended in a gorgeous way.

This is wat WE concluded. :P

This is the fact, and we're not looking down on him/them.

Just wish him luck. Won't get hurt just like the other one did. :P

Okay I think I've 'talked' too much. =X

Sharing session continue next time!! :)

God bless us all, especially me & my beloveds ;)

What a day :)

2011-03-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

Nope today wasn't the best day of my life, but it seems pretty memorable to me.

Had a bad menstrual pain today, a real bad one.

Couldn't stand, couldn't sit, couldn't curl up, couldn't walk, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't cry. (tho in d end i still shed some tears. haha..)

It was mad torturing.

The painful level is like, mad undesirable, some sorta like pregnant lady is gona delivering soon (heard from those experienced adults actually xP) and wanted to throw out but nothing came out coz i didn't really had my lunch.

And while I was walking I felt like i'm gona faint soon due to the pain.

Shivering all the way, felt tired.

This was the second time of having terribly bad experience, and even worse than before.

What worried me was at 2pm I was gona have my Practical Test.

And with this kinda situation for 100% sure I won't be able to get bck my concentration for the test.

So I prayed. And I took panadol.

Mika and I, we both got the test papers earlier than anyone else coz i tot i might be able to finished it earlier n I could leave earlier.

N Mika needed to send me bck home n tat's y he had to start earlier as well.

But then we stuck at the first step.

It was either my concentration n anxiety was being dragged away to the test, or panadol has worked.

Well, who cares. Just knew tat God has answered my prayer. :)

<3 Him so much. :D

The pain has faded n I could fully concentrate on the test.

In d end we just ended up like everyone else, finished it at the last minute of the test.

Anyway. It's true tat i was feeling mad unwell and I wanted to go home early. No intention to cheat o wat. Lol >.<

Today was the final day of this sem.

Somehow, I just felt tat I miss this sem's lecturers a lot. Haha..

The lecturers treated us really well. Just like taking care a bunch of big children. Haha.. :P

They are really awesome. Tho they were kinda 'noisy' sometimes. xD

Should say, the best sem3 tat I ever had. :)

Time really flies.

So quick tat we've reached the end of the sem and having exam soon and gona start our industrial training.

New chapter, new experience.

Pray to God tat colleagues in my co. will treat me well. Haha..

All the best to everyone especially in the coming exam.

I'm sure we can do it. :)

By God's grace we can make it happen!! :D

Alrite i'm done here. I'm really, really tired rite now.

Not a great day however, I felt happy. Haha..

Shows tat my emotion state has back to stable again. :D

<3 God, and God will bless ya. ;)

MikaShaz - Again.

2011-03-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

Eerrr... Yep decided to change back the blog address.
Coz after all I need comments from strangers & other readers. Lol..
But still the blog name will be Sharon Shaz.
Coz this blog is mine. Co-writer no longer writing it so I've kicked him out from the author column lol. :P

So rite now. Few days passed and quite a number of stuff happened.
First of all - my emotion.
Mood swing max.
Yep due to PMS which is causing hormone imbalance.
And tat's y i'm having a hard time on controlling my own emotion.
Anyways. I'm fine now. No worries. haha.

Second. Earthquake & Tsunami in Japan.
I duno y I got no specific feeling on this incident.
Perhaps due to those phenomena & natural disasters kept happening around me n tat's y I felt 'numb' instead of anything else.
I'm not sure about the number of deaths n victims over there, but wat i can sure about is they definitely can make through this stage.
Coz Indonesia made it. So does Japan.
But anyway just pray for them.
Who knows one day my beloved country has volcano eruption and needs help and prayers from others. o.o

Third. Studies.
I guess I did put some effort this sem.
But 'some' is just not enough.
Needed more effort. And.... I'm depressed.
Felt helpless and hopeless.
I duno wat to do now. Just like a zombie. Only being programmed to eat up human meats. No other motives.

Bubbly type of girl. Lol. Really?
Seldom laugh hard lately.
Seldom cry hard lately.
Seldom crazy around lately.
But emo and depressed a lot lately.
You asked me wat happened? Oh well.
I couldn't really tell why unless u're in my shoes.

Love life. I hope I can do so.

I don't like this place. It's either I've turned into an amoeba, or I've became a virus.
They are so complex. And DIRTY. And moronic.
Dislike them to the max.

Stop here. No mood to blog anymore.
Buai.

Sharon.Shaz.

2011-03-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

Yes. This blog is ONLY owned by Sharon aka Shaz.

No other author.

And nope don't think too much.

I'm not single and I'm not available.

Broke the connection from anyone else coz i think my blog is my personal space, NOT A SOCIAL SITE.

Done. Buai.

SWEET "REMINDER"

2011-02-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

~~STOP ASKING ME TO FOLLOW YOUR BLOG, OR ASKING ME WHY AM I SHUTTING DOWN MY BLOG COZ I'VE STATED DAMN CLEARLY ON MY PREVIOUS POST.~~
~~IF YOU'RE ASKING ME THOSE NOOB QUESTIONS AGAIN I PROMISE I SHALL MAKE YOU DAMN FAMOUS, AS YOUR WISH. :)~~

Shutting Down

2011-02-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

Guess I'm gona change my blog site, or I'll simply shut it down.
I'm quitting nuffnang & churp2. It's pointless to join them since I didn't work hard to gain $$ from them.
Furthermore, they have their own special club which full of those rich & rich & rich felas.
I'm not rich enough n tat's y i cant be a VIP.
Besides, I don't have tat kinda freedom + time to have fame & money.
Normal member like me will just be kicked aside.

Sociable? It's just an excuse of yours to become a famous fela.
Hypocrite is the key.
If you're sincerely treating me as your friend, you'll tryna put yourself into my shoes and think for me - without asking me to ruin my future.
Sicked of those good actors and actresses.
I don't think they even read my blog.

Main point of shutting down is, this blog got nothing special to blog about.
At first opening this blog is to share about my relationship in between Mika n I.
Now, forget it.
Might as well open up a blog specially for my own.
Perhaps you might think our relationship has turned sour, well, it's damn normal to have this kinda situation in every long term relationship.
Guys are all the same. After few yrs of relationship they will not treat you the same like the beginning of the relationship.

Since no one's reading it (except for my countable loyal readers) I think I should just shut it down.
Ciaoz all. Will inform you guys when I have my personal blog.
God bless all.

Everyone wants to be Happy.

2011-02-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

Me wana be happy.
But how come me not happy now?

Just because FYP is tryna kill me n tat's y i'm unhappy?
I didn't plan to have this kinda outcome.
I didn't plan to work on last minute.
Me just wana have a good result n tat's y i've been working on it.
I didn't slack. T.T

My dear Heavenly Father please let me have my desired lecturer to be my supervisor..
I seriously need good guidance for this project..
I need constructive comments and helpful guidance... T.T

Tryna stop thinking for future stuffs but cant.
I need to plan for my future. T.T
How i wish i could do the same like others - do it before anything happens. :(
Me scared of falling down. Because... I've never face that before?
Nope tat's not true. I guess i've just forgotten the taste of failure. =X
And no one likes failure.

When you're getting older you will really tend to be complicated.
Suddenly felt so old of myself.
I've seen many people had gone through their 21st year.
Some of them mad happy, some of them got no feeling.
And I, just wish for everything goes well will do.
I don't need any presents. (Well i won't stop u if u insisted to give me one! :D)
I just need peace of mind, peace of soul.

Words just can't fully express my feelings.
Coz they r mad complicated.
Sit and stare cant help.
It's just a waste of time.
Sobbing is definitely not a solution.
Mumbling is just another way of vent.
I. Need. Peace. And. Good. Idea. As. Well. As. Helpful. Informations. For. My. Project. Project. Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.
Project.

Never knew it can become a nightmare of mine :(

God, You really need to bless me. :(
I'm helpless now. :"(

Emo Kid :|

2011-02-06T13:07:00.001+08:00

Yep just back to KL.
So sad gota back to the reality and start to work on things again.
One week break at home is just not enough.
Wat to do, I've chosen this college, this course, so i gota move it on.
Sorta tired.
FYP please don't kill me. I promise I'll try my damn best to treat u right. :)

Not much CNY mood actually.
So much things undone and tat's y no matter how many angpaos you've given me I'll still remained the same.
How to be happy when result is gona release and FYP proposal submission deadline is around the corner?
Aiks. Wat a CNY :(

Didn't really rest well throughout this break.
Coz i was having serious runny nose + heaty + sty (in chinese we call '针眼') + ulcer + pimple + unseen problems.
Aiks... Very sad rite? :(
Which clearly shows tat i'm a workaholic coz when i stopped working i'll get all these problems at the same time =.=

Sounds like i'm a frigging emo kid rite?
Watever.
The only thing i'm happy is finally i'm able to get my favorite tutu skirt at my dearest hometown. Lol.. :P
Like seriously, everyone is saying tat KL is the best place to get nice clothes.
Really? I walked the whole 1 Utama pun tak dapat any.
Old wing, New wing, walked until my leg gona break still couldn't find any.

K lar, I shouldn't complain much coz after all it's CNY rite now.
A festival tat we should be enjoying instead of sobbing. Haha..
Wish all of us have a happy and prosperous Chinese (Rabbit) New Year!! :))

God bless me & family,
God bless all my readers!!

Ps: Welcome my new follower!! :D Yep you. It's you. :P
PPs: Oh ya had forgotten to add this in - another thing tat i'm happy about is i got to reunite with my dearest family. They are the best, the sweetest, the warmest. :)) Love y'all, my family.

I'm back! And I'm disappearing soon. :|

2011-01-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just done with my final exam on the past Monday.
And then Tuesday, we - my coursemates and I went to the Asian Water Sports Village at Puchong to relax.... xD
Which ended up we guys had body aching + I had kinda bad cough. :(
I shall specify my body aching's parts. :D

i) Thighs - mad aching can!! It got worst during the nite coz we were sleeping in an air-conditioned room so ended up my thighs are sooooooo SOUR + pain =.=

ii) Butt - Errr i duno how to explain this. All i can say is I was playing the 2 person dragging by jet ski game, and we were sitting on a thingy which has a '8' shape, and ur butt is held by the hole. (1 butt, 1 hole xD) So below the hole is empty which filled by water, and while being dragged the water below there will be beating ur butt due to the force. Aiya duno how to explain lar imagine it by urself. >.<

iii) Arms - Coz you need to grab the holder mad tight while u were being dragged by the jet ski, so i ended up with arms aching.

Other parts are perfectly fine. Oh ya no no no I got a big bruise on my left leg. Wana see? :D

Seems like very 'cham' (pathetic) rite? Haha... It's ok, I won't mind to have all these aches coz in the end we still had fun. :D

Wednesday went to IOI mall and had our lunch. Afternoon back to home. SLEEP. :DD
Thursday morning had interview at Phileo Damansara. Aftertat went to One Utama and had mika's family outing. So glad tat i saw Gang and SP at the same time at my old working place. :D
Friday morning had interview at the tower next to One Utama. From 930am to 2pm. MAD TIRED. =.= Got ppl interview for sucha long time meh? Weird right? Well it's actually a group interview. And tat's y it took sucha looooooooooooong time. =.=

Before I end, it's pic sharing time!!!!!! :DD
Caution: Narcissistic pics might be spotted >.<

Before our activities started... (While waiting for the others to reach)

They thought our group has arrived

Narcissistic :D

Lol look at him!! So damn relax

One of my favorite production ;)

Emo kid. :D Favorite production no.2 (Original is much brighter, no worries :P)

Oiiii!!!! Wat r u doing??!!!!

Emo kid no.2 :D Favorite production no.3

To be continue............................................................. ;D

Okay so this is a short post. Just for murmur only. Haha.. :P
Buai y'all. God bless you & me. ;))

Facebook is shutting down? Why don't you say WeeklyWorldNews.com is shutting down? =.=

2011-01-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

Yes i know i'm busy so i shall make this short. (To fulfill my promise at the same time lol)

For those who are extremely inactive in Facebook, well, i'm doing this for your benefit. Lol.
This idiot from WeeklyWorldNews.com has reported tat Fb gona shut down on 15th of March.
I supposed he/she is referring to this year - 2011's March.
Seriously, when I was reading thro the article I just found tat it is damn illogic for Mark Zuckerberg to say something like this.

“I personally don’t think it’s a big deal,” he said in a private phone interview. “And to be honest, I think it’s for the better. Without Facebook, people will have to go outside and make real friends. That’s always a good thing.”

Erm. Seriously? Unless Mark has gone haywire or otherwise it is IMPOSSIBLE for him to do so.
Imagine u're a CEO of a company tat u've bulit up. Would you simply shut it down especially when it has just gone up to the track?

Thanks Facebook for the declaration.

Seriously I can't believe lotza ~~idiot~~ Facebook user believed this news. FAKE NEWS to be precise.
I mean please, use your logic thinking before you make a verdict on something.
SICKED to see people around kept saying "OH NO!! FACEBOOK IS SHUTTING DOWN!! OH NO!!!" and they are SERIOUS about it. Lol?

From an IT blog I saw this - "It is more possible for Mark to sell the company off instead of shutting it down."
And from Answer.com I saw this - "WeeklyWorldNews.com has published an article on Megan Fox is a male before. So what d'you think about this Facebook Shutting down article? :)"
I love these people. They have critical thinking!!!!! *lovessssssss*

I'm not sharing out the fake news' link as:
1) It's too misleading. =.=
2) I assume you guys are good in using Google.com Lol

I'm goin back to my revision. Have a nice day peeps. :))
God bless me, my family and my beloved readers. ;)

First Topic on 2011 - Height Issue

2011-01-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

Yes! I'm so damn gona talk a lot on this issue!
I wanted talk about this issue since quite long time ago.
And I'm not sure wat holds me back from blog on this issue. Lol..

So yep. First part - My pathetic shorty story T.T

When I was in Primary school, I used to be kinda short.
Yeap pretty short. But at least i'm not the shortest. Haha...
And when I got to Secondary school, after I've grown up, I found out tat some of my Primary schoolmate seem to be shorter than me already.
So I was kinda like, ooh, I've grown taller! Yay! I'm no longer the shortest. I'm considered as above average. :P
But then during Form4 and Form5, I got two besties who are best known as 'KLCC' due to their height.
Both of them were around 170cm. (When I was standing with them it will became damn contrast u know? haha..)
And a few of my classmates were pretty tall as well.
At least 160cm. o_o
So I was like, "it's okay i'm gona grow taller before 18! :))"

However, when I was 18, my height has stopped to increase. T.T
And during tat time I was kinda chubby. K lar FAT lar. =.=
However I didn't really bother coz i thought tat was counted as 'slim' already =.="" How stupid i was? lol
So people around me started to told me tat i'm chubby, cute, adorable...
I was sooooo stupid and believed them tat i was really cute & adorable. =X
With fat look n body u can NEVER look good.
Don't even mention adorable. You're not fit to be one. =.=

So after tat when I came to KL, I was like those kinda kampung mui first came to a place and has never seen tall buildings before. =.=""""
Fyi, my tall buildings are not referring to those 'real tall buildings'. I'm referring to TALL humans.
But still I didn't realize tat i'm FAT N SHORT coz in my course, I wasn't the fattest and I wasn't the shortest as well. Lol.
I was pretty shocked to c the guys in my course are really tall.
At least 170cm i guess.
Only 2-3 guys were shorter than tat.
So one day, here's a dude told me this:
"Erm well... I tell u something n u don't get angry k.. You have good look but u're pretty fat. And you're kinda short as well.."
And I started to realize the fact tat I AM A SHORT GIRL. =(
However I couldn't lose my weight.
I couldn't increase my height as well!!
So i've forced myself to wear HIGH HEELS.
Started from 3 inches. Not really high tho. Hahaha.. xD

No this is not my shoes. Haha... Yep 3 inches is about this high. :P

And then, I've met Mika. His height is around 183cm which makes me looked more shorter than before. T.T

So i've decided to try out higher heel. xD 4 inches. :P

I wore something like tat to college. hahahaha.. xD 4 inches of wedges. :P (This is not mine as well. xP)
But i'm not contented. Still looked damn short while standing next to Mika. T.T

So I bought another pair of wedges (since the 4 inches wedges got stepped by Mika n spoiled T.T) around 5 inches/4.5 inches.

Around this height. Hahaha... :P
But my college is more like on top of a hill (like a jungle to be precise :P) so i definitely can't wear this to college.
I forced myself to buy an 1 inch heel for college wear. =.=

One day i was hanging around in pasar malam (night market), i saw a pair of shoes, 3 inches, wedges as well, kinda cheap so i've decided to buy it.
Few weeks later, there were a presentation so i wore tat pair of shoes to college.
I was walking with a group of guys and here was an idiot dude said this to me:

"hahaha u're so short! Even u wear high heels oso shorter than us! You're the shortest!"

And i was actually stunned. o.O
Due to lacked of sleep my brain has decoded his message slower.
Few seconds later i only then realized he was mocking me!! Walao ehhhhhh =.=
I wanted to react but then tat time i was walking kinda fast so he was left behind me so i couldn't shoot him back.
Few days later, he did the same thing again.
I was playing around with the girl who is the shortest in my course, and he said this again (no should say he SHOUTED from the back):

"EII YOU TWO SHORTIES WAT YOU GUYS DOING OVER THERE WOR??? :D"

I pretended I didn't hear anything. Who knows he shouted it AGAIN!!

"EEEIIII TWO SHORTIES!! DON'T PLAY PLAY OVER THERE AH!! :D"

What the TOOOOOT?! Straight away I turned behind and SHOUTED back:

"WALAO EH YOU VERY TALL MEH? HUH? YOU VERY TALL MEH??!!!"

Seriously he's just normal height among the guys. Like around 170 only. Very tall meh??!!
Damn it. If he dare to say this again I promise I'll let him 'lat seh' (ashamed) infront of everyone. Damn it!
Eh seriously it wasn't like i'm the shortest in the course you know. I know i'm short but u IDIOT can u dun mock on others? I hope tat in future ur children or ur niece or ur nephew is a hobbit! =.=

From tat onwards I've started to anti those idiots who laugh on other ppl's height.
Okay here comes the main point. I'm gona talk about TALL GIRLS.

Part 2 - TALL GIRLS.

If you're my loyal reader you'll noticed tat I've joined a fashion show before.
To those who are new - surprising rite?? :D short girl like me can CATWALK some more? xD
Actually I was just helping out lar. Read here to find out more.
During tat time, I was kinda anti those TALL girls as well.
You know the way they looked at you was like 'o.O So short still dare to become model?'
I endured. Impossible u want me straight away give up n go home rite? T.T
So after completed everything, I told myself - I'LL NEVER STEP ONTO FASHION RUNWAY ANYMORE :( (Shoot for mags n covers still can lar. hahaha.. xD)
In Facebook, there are plenty of pages for those TALL GIRLS - MODELS to join.
They can have studio shoot without being charged by the photographer coz they are gorgeous! Photographer doesn't need to do much edit on their pics and at the same time they can promote for the photographer.
Imagine u're a photographer, which one would u choose? A tall girl with fab body figure or a short girl with lousy body figure?
And like after the shoot, people will get attracted with those models, and then started to find the photographer who shot the pics for those girls as if the photographer can really take good pics. =.=

Well frankly speaking, being a tall girl is definitely something very awesome.
It would be a plus if you're skinny enough.
Like u simply pose you oso can have mad awesome look.

See, simple pose! Without those legs or arms bent here n there. Model quality!

Okay this got some bent but still this is a simple pose rite?? Look at her legs!! Awwwwww.....

Now let us compare with SHORT models.

Now you know wat i mean???? T.T

See this? Short no good. No matter how great ur body is u can't escape from the fact tat u might looked damn short n fat. :(

So every time when i look at Mika's bro n sis n mom n dad i'll felt damn envious. T.T
Me want long legs to have the golden proportion.... TxT

Okay lar right here i'm gona share out a pic which shows my 'long legs' + my ah sam (auntie) look. =.=

I'm glad tat u can't c my face. Hahaha... :P I remembered there was a pimple on my face xD
This is a good example of short n fat :(
I need weight + height management!! Lol.. :P
Oh btw, in this pic i was wearing 4.5 inches wedges. =X
Still, I'm a short girl :((((

As a conclusion, being a short+fat girl is definitely a CRIME.
If you're someone like me, n u wanted to lose ur weight + wear damn high heels, go ahead.
Ignore how others stopping u from on diet + being vain.
I mean seriously, there's nothing wrong with healthy type of dieting.
In fact it makes u healthier actually. :P

Well actually God is fair.
Tall girls 90% don't really have a good look. :D
While short girls 70% and above have a better looking than tall girls. :D

Moral of the issue - DO NOT LAUGH AT OTHERS. AND IF YOU TRY TO LAUGH AT ME, I PROMISE I'LL FIGHT BACK UNTIL U CRY FOR MAMA. I did it on a dude before anyway ;) I'm a mean girl so wat?! :P

Thanks all for reading this long winded crap. Haha...
Hope u all enjoyed. God bless ;))

Images credit to: Google image & authors

Blog is meant for EVERYONE to read. ;)

2011-01-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

But seriously no one really wants to read my blog coz it's full of words. Alphabets. Characters. Eww.
So i was thinking to change my blog layout again! :D For your convenience on reading my blog posts. haha.. :P
Searching for a good one. CNY themed layout? xP

Erm here's a thing i wana talk about.
People nowadays don't really like to read plain words article.
They prefer to have something nice in between such as pics, vids, or animations (watever tat attracts u lar >.<)
However, I'm sucked in illustration.
Therefore, I won't know how to produce a good article with dozens of attractive pics n vids.
BUT! Here's another condition.
If you're not handsome/gorgeous enough, no one will bother to click on ur blog n read it/look at ur pics.
Coz u're not attractive wat! Unless u're damn good in photoshop as well. Ps until ur face look damn handsome/gorgeous oso can. :P

For those out there who are able to get dozens of reader by simply type out plain word blog post, ur language must be very good.
Otherwise they won't bother to visit ur blog as well. Rite? ;)
Too bad. I'm sucked in language, sucked in graphic.
So rite now i'm really grateful tat i have a couple of loyal readers (ie: my mom, my frens xD as well as some anonymous tat i really wish to know who they r)
Thanks a lot people. Without you guys reading my blog, I guess i won't be blogging anymore. :)

Brand new year, another new beginning.
Lotza love to my dearest readers, thanks for the support.
May God bless us all! :)

ps: Remember to share some blogging material to me as well k. hahaha... :P

New Year 2011!

2010-12-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

Errr actually, I'm not celebrating it. hahahaha....
Coz i'm not so free and i don't have the mood to celebrate it. :P
Imagine you're turning old and getting more n more stuffs to handle.
And 5 days later u gona sit for finals. =.=
Where got mood to celebrate??! Lol... xD

But well after yesterday's incident, i'm so much better rite now.
Oh ya i didn't mention about this on my previous post.
Coz i was super emo n tat's y i didn't explain wat happened. lol.. :P
Actually Friday(Today) was the actual day which i supposed to pass up my db assignment.
Who knows, it changed to Thursday due to Friday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY, last minute announced by our dearest PM as it is meant for celebrating the winning of Malaysia in Suzuki Cup or watever cup is tat. =.=
When I saw the news, the first thing came into my mind - SHIT.
I was like "damn lar! I haven't even started to do the correction for my assignment!!"
Since then I've started to be damn emo (before tat already emo, so it has gotten worse then)
And I kept leaving emotic messages and comments on Facebook as well as Twitter. xD
And seriously this is the only holiday that i hate most. =.=
Should say we - students of computer science in TARC hate this holiday a lot. hahaha...
I kept rushing for it throughout the night.
Didn't even sleep.
Haha k lar i did slept for like 2-3 hrs in between.

After tat, we went to college and compiled our works together.
At night we celebrated Jerry's birthday.
Around 1230am I've started to felt mad sleepy. :P
Coz I didn't take any nap after the submission of assignment.
So after the celebration, went back to home, i just changed my clothes and straight away get onto my bed and sleeeeeeeeeeeep mad soundly xD
I love to sleep during my most tired period.
I can really fall asleep mad soundly without realizing any noise. Nice rite? xP

Without assignments can really make me happier. :P
Look at me now. I can even smile broadly. hahaha... :D
See my every sentence has smiley xD
But study for exam is definitely sux.
Especially when u need to face those stupid theories. I don't understand why do we need to study so much of theory when we're actually in a course which is hands-on majored. =.=

Kay rite now, i'm gona list out my 2011 'wishlist': (i don't name it as resolution coz i know some of them can never come true xD)
i. Enjoy my life
ii. Get rich after attachment xD (possible or not? hahaha...)
iii. Meet up friends/old friends tat i didnt manage to meet them on this year
iv. Get a better physical appearance (yalar i know i'm vain lar xD)
v. Spend more time with my dearies (family, boy, girls xD)
vi. Get more experience and exposure ;p Don't understand wat i mean? Errr don't need to understand then. hehehehe....
vii. "Reserved for future use" xD

Wish y'all have a great year ahead! :)
God bless everyone!!! (Especially bless me n my family xD)
Buai~~~ ;)

Self Motivation Again?

2010-12-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

Last sem, (From May to August) while struggling with my assignments, this is wat I did to myself:

I love you IP. :)

Ooh my dearest ASP.NET I know you love me. :)

Damn ASP.NET! Instead of owning me, I'm gona owned you first!

Yea. Well couldn't show u the actual posts coz i guess Facebook n Twitter has literally 'eaten' up those posts already. (Due to limited server storage? Lol. No idea.)
I mean, seriously, at least I had attempted to motivate myself with various method.
Look at me now, how devastated I am?

Today db tutor has announced our coursework mark.
Wasn't tat bad, but to the old me it's definitely not a good one.
I told my tutor - i wana have a make good (something like a retest) too.
He told me:"who asked u don't wana work harder?"
K fine then. I'm a lazy student + dumb enough.
Eii damn it how come study smart can't work huh?
As time goes by my performance is getting worse.
In terms of studies as well as practicals.
Yes i'm giving myself pressure.
Coz I don't wana see earthworm in my result.
Not even a single one.

Can I just fly away n stay out from this mess and hectics?
So you think study is much happier than working?
I see no difference in between them rite now.
Coz in my college, my faculty(we call it as school), we don't lag.
We CAN'T slack to be specific.
Mad stressful, mad hectic (Unless u're just aiming for pass n got no financial problem at all =.=)
I mean no matter how much I complain/share out i guess no one out there can understand my feeling as they are not in my shoes. (Unless you're coming from the same background --> college&school as i do)
I told myself, I'm gona get thro this stage.
But it doesn't affect me at all!!!
I don't like everything rite now. They made me sad. :'(

Seriously rite now i'm in a dilemma.
How to score well without study hard?
How to study smart without study hard before hand?

Assignments? Exam? Test? Distinction? First Grade? Top scholar? ---> Manager? Higher salary? CEO? Famous?
HOW TO MAKE YOUR LIFE MORE INTERESTING WITH ALL THESE DAMN THINGS REVOLVING AROUND YOU?????

I enrolled into a college is for knowledge purpose.
I didn't sign up all these for a so-called-'better achievement in the future'.
I guess one day i'll really give up everything n be a volunteer to help those ppl who r in need.
And one day you might lost contact with me. Coz i dun wana hear anything from this SICKENING reality.

I'm immature? Nope. Tat's you being too complicated.

Done with all these useless crap.
I have to continue my battle with this reality until my soul is dead.

God will still bless me. I know it. No worries.
God bless y'all too.

My Christmas?

2010-12-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing special tho. I still miss the old times where I've celebrated my Christmas in my church - as a pianist of the children choir and sang marvelous songs to praise the Lord for sending Jesus to the earth.

These 3 years I've been celebrating it here. Hmm...

Had fun on the past 2 years, not for this year.

Christmas eve - rushing for database assignment.

Had a real tough time on producing quality works.

In the end, all of us are still required to do corrections on our assignments and hand it up again on next week.

Without sleeping a whole day, I was pretty exhausted.

My brain is tired. Can these exams n assignments let it rest for a while?

Thanks to Mika's aunt.

We had Kenny Roger's meal on yesterday's dinner.

Mad full.

And seriously I wish to hibernate more than anything now. Haha..

Actually my point of creating this post wasn't for Christmas.

Sorry to say I got no Christmas mood at all.

Not even New Year.

Not even Chinese New Year.

Perhaps I've became much matured nowadays?

Kinda miss the childhood times. Where festive seasons can always made me happy.

Point of this post? Well..

I don't think I'm gona mention it here. :)

It will be at somewhere else. Search it if you're able to.

Anyways. Merry Christmas to my beloved family and may God bless them all. :)

Not forgetting my beloved readers. God bless y'all and have fun in these holidays. ♥

Singaporean Chinese Woman Taking Bus With Full Naked Body

2010-12-18T11:51:00.001+08:00

This is definitely something extraordinary. O.O

乌美1道昨天傍晚上演“裸女搭巴士”一幕，一个华族女人，冒雨来到第302座组屋，正当她走向车站之际，却突然放下包包，旁若无人地演起“脱衣秀”：慢条斯理的把身上的黑衣黑裤一件件脱下，直到一丝不挂。
车站当时站满下班人潮，大家目睹妇女脱衣，看得目瞪口呆，女人却一脸淡定，不慌不忙地把衣服装进包包，光着玉体继续等巴士。
一辆22号巴士5分钟后出现，女人大大方方地穿过车站人群，一个箭步登上了巴士。

Okay for your benefits let me translate this thingy for ya.
On the 15th of Dec 2010, a Chinese lady was walking under the rain towards Block 302 Ubi Ave 1 bus stop, and while she was about to reach the bus stop, she put down her bags and started to strip off her clothes right infront of the crowd (full of off work ppl to be precise), piece by piece without bothering the existence of the crowd and till she was naked, she put those clothes into her bag without any sign of shame or nervous.
Around 5 mins later the bus arrived, she passed through the crowd and stepped onto the bus.

Doubtless, the driver was extremely shocked.
He closed the door and ordered the male passengers to move forward while the female passengers stayed at the back of the bus and covered the naked woman.

-----------------------End of News-----------------------

There are 3 possibilities for this woman doing such out-of-mind action.

1. Based on the news article, we can know tat it was peak hour and she wanted to get home as soon as possible. So she took off all of her clothes so tat everyone will siam aside and let her get onto the bus. Lol.

2. She was fully wet and she felt discomfort with wet clothings on her, therefore she has decided to go naked so tat she won't caught flu/fever easily? xD

3. Simply because she's insane. Lol........

No matter what, this is certainly something we shouldn't do in public. Not with sucha body figure of course. hahahahahahahha xD

Kay done here buai.
God bless us all & thanks for reading! ;))

Credits: omy.sg

This is my Blog.

2010-12-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

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Actually I've typed quite a lot of words before i'm typing this.
But i think i shouldn't let them show out.
Just in case some of u don't understand wat i'm talking about n the very next thing u'll do is to shoot/boom/sabo/criticize me. Lol.

Am i emo o wat.
It seems like I can't handle things so well these days.
Or i guess i just got too much of things to say/express but there's none of the place which allows me to do so.

Kids behavior.
Yes I think i'm gona briefly talk about this topic.
I can understand when a kid reached the teenage stage, they'll tend to be very rebellious n ego.
But when this kinda thing didn't really handle well during this critical period, it will evolved into bad behavior during the late teenage stage.
Hence, this kinda behavior will be brought to the early adult stage and formed a kind of characteristic known as IMMATURE.
Oh my. I'm actually talking bout this? Behavior thingy? Lol.
Sometimes my first choice is right. I did told my mom I wanted to do psycho but she wanted a guarantee for my future so she suggested me to take another road instead of this.
Isn't it too late for me to say this? I prefer psychology.
While having thought on this, I think i'm gona cry.

Musics.
They say, loving music and be a music performer is only a DAY DREAM.
Seriously? Just because Malaysia does not have an excellent music industry so we can conclude it as a dead end?
Think again. Give me sufficient evidence before you conclude this statement.
Talk about this and i'm gona cry again.

I don't think I'm holding my own future.
I think the reality does.
So many restrictions for me to fulfill my teenage dreams.
But i'm no longer a teenage now.
And seriously, to be precise they are not DREAMS.
Things can be realized shouldn't be categorized as dreams.
They are, goals.
So much beautiful than getting straight As.
So much beautiful than getting Distinctions.
I'm born to be writing my own story, not the society's.
I'm born to be choosing my own road, not you.
I'm born to be leading my own life, not yours.
I'm born to be myself, NOT TO BE COMPETED WITH OTHERS.
It's damn pathetic when you can't c any specialties on yourself.
And it's even more pathetic when you think you're not special, you thought equally on others as well.

Why satan exist? Coz he loves to compete a lot.
Jealousy ruled over his mind, so he created hatred, angers, jealousy.
I felt sad to have competitions.
Since God knows when I've started to dislike competitions.
I felt disgusted to being compared.
I mean seriously, can't u just get a life?
Why compare? WHY?
I guess I might became a small lil kid again.
I'm doubting this society, this world.
And I have dozen of questions spinning in my head wanted to know WHY do all these sadisms exist.

I should had really study Psychology at the first place.

Before I end my post, I have a conclusion on criticism.
When you're criticizing me, you're actually comparing me with yourself.
Coz in your heart, things tat i've done is unacceptable(disagreement) to u. And tat's y u wanted to criticize me.
You wanted me to follow your footsteps.
If i denied, you'll tend to dislike me.
Coz I didn't follow your order.
Oh. This is call - EGOISM. :)
Believe it or not, up to your brain.

All these are my own analysis. If you wana doubt on me or still insisted to criticize me, go ahead.
It's your freedom to do so, and I'm not obliged to respond on your responses. :)

My notes are lying over there waiting for me to visit them.
But I don't like them. Coz they don't like me as well.
Anyway I still need to spend my time on them so tat they won't ill treat me during the coming test and exam.
As well as my brain will loves me even more. Lol.

And here's a thing i wana ask again - why is a person sleeping damn soundly still can complain himself/herself 'didn't sleep well at all'?? =X
................ Don't understand wat i'm talking about? Oh forget it then. :)
Sry for my bad sentence structure & bad grammar which are making you confused.

God bless me and all.

An UNACCEPTABLE Fact!!!! =.=

2010-12-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

This is what I saw on OMGFact.

A Spanish woman has claimed ownership of the Sun.

Doubtless, instant WTH! Lol.
This woman saw an American guy has claimed the ownership on the Moon as well as other planets in our solar system, therefore she has decided to do something similar.
She chose THE SUN.
This is not the epic part.
After getting the ownership of SUN, she has decided to charge THE USERS OF SUN (which is typically EVERYONE. Tell me who doesn't exposed to the sun? Don't tell me vamps =.=) with FEES.
If i'm not mistaken she has decided to implement this in Spain at the moment.

My comment?? SIAO ZHA BOR.
So you think you're the OWNER of Sun and you wana gain $$ by charging fees on the users of Sun?
Wakao. In this case I think I should get the ownership on THE EARTH and then charge you with fees gao gao as well.
Don't you think this is something really ridiculous? OMG indeed.
I mean OKAY FORGET THE FACT OF YOU CLAIMING THE STUPID OWNERSHIP ON THE SUN, but c'mon!!! Damn you actually charge fees on others for your own benefit??!!
Ini memang tak boleh diterima. (This is something really unacceptable). =.=
You're not respecting our God. You're not respecting the Universe elements. It's not like you've created the Sun or what. NO you didn't!
Bue tahan. Really bue tahan. =.= When this charging fees system comes to our country I promise I'm gona fight for the ownership of AIR, WATER, FIRE, or even THE UNIVERSE! Let you know that the real owner of all these things is God (who doesn't even charge a mico-cent on us), not you biatch. =.=
I will ban this fact. No matter what. BAN!!
**Actually I wanted to sabo tat American guy for being an idiot on claiming all other planets in our Solar System. But well, he's lucky coz this siao zha bor is doing too much compared with what he had done. =.="

People, don't be greedy.
The earth is not yours. The air that you're breathing in is not yours. Everything that you're using now is not yours.
If you persist to behave in this way I believe God will take them away from you very soon.
RESPECT God. RESPECT His creations.

Why am I so agitated? Simply because I dislike exploitation TO THE MAX.
I mean I really can't accept the fact that when you're not the creator of this thing, you claimed to be the owner of it. And you even tried to gain benefits from it. Cheap!!
And I really don't understand how come those morons (authorities-in-charged) actually APPROVED those application of ownership. =.=

Original Source: Spanish woman claims ownership of Sun

I think God is not happy now. Anyway, God will still bless us all. No worries. :)

Banning Facebook? HELLO EXCUSE ME??

2010-12-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

Here I am back with a Facebook related issue. Lol.

I was struggling with my damn assignment and while I was looking thro fb, I saw a post from my lecturer which pulled my attention A LOT. Lol.

"blocking Facebook to protect the image of religion"

As usual, my first reaction for something surprising - WTH?
Lol. And this is the link tat my lect has shared out - http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-905226-1-1.html
which leads me to the actual page: Shahidan wants Facebook banned

This is something really really really really really (to the power of infinity) puzzles me.
So you think banning Facebook is the best way of solving this shit?
Due to some bugger has insulted him or his religion or his party or watsoeva tat has related to him, therefore he has decided to SUGGEST something like tat.
Or he emphasized it? No idea. I wasn't there when he said something like tat.
Watever. My point is, BANNING FACEBOOK definitely can't work.
Guess why? Hahaha... Coz WE still have plenty of ways to get into Facebook.
Unless you ban internet access in M'sia as well. Lol. Might as well live in the hutan(jungle) so tat all of us (including the PM, the Royals and the noob who proceed this suggestion) can be prohibited from any source of communication. =.=

I'm not trying to sabo him o wat. Narh i'm not interested with the sabo game.
I just wana tell tat banning Facebook is certainly a STUPID idea coz u'll be stopping all others who are interacting and communicating on fb for good.
~~As well as stopping me from becoming a pro stalker T.T~~
THINK WELL before you speak dude.
Constructive comments are much more convincing than this 'banning Facebook' thingy. =.="
Without Facebook, those fela who really want to sabo you can still speak thro Twitter, Friendster, MySpace, Blogger, Wordpress, LiveJournal, bla bla bla bla bla n bla alright. =S

Owkie i'm done here.
Going back to face the reality = ASSIGNMENTS OxO <--(isn't this cute? haha.. :P)
Thanks all for reading! ;)

God bless me and my family and my lover and my lovers and my haters. :D

ps: Go to the main source and read the comments. Some of them are really hilarious. :P Might be able to light up ur dull day!! x))

pps: Just found out tat when i'm under stress i tend to blog better! hahaha.....
okay not funny. ignore this part. =.=

Facebook.

2010-11-27T18:49:00.001+08:00

In year 2007, I've heard about Facebook.
I didn't really check it out as first of all, my home got no internet connection.
2nd, I'm not interested in all these kinda 'fresh' social networks. (Besides Friendster i guess. haha..)
However, at the end of year 2007, I've opened myself an account in Facebook.
I left it aside because it seems like none of my friend was using Facebook, so the very next decision was closing my account.
In the mid of year 2008, when I came to KL, people started to talk about Facebook flash games.
I was like 'wat so special with those games? lol.'
Due to my curiosity once again I've decided to open an account in Facebook again.
Surprisingly, Facebook didn't desert me at all! Lol..
Before tat I thought Facebook is just like any usual websites tat once u've deleted ur account, you're no longer existed in their site.
Who knows, when I've typed in my email, my particulars were all shown out.
All I need to do is click the 'Sign up' button. Tat's it!

I thought I would give up using Facebook in a very short while.
At tat moment I was an active user of Friendster as well as an admin of a forum.
I didn't really bother my reactivated Facebook account.
But one day, I've sent friend request to everyone who is in my email list, my relationship between Facebook has begun.
People started to post things out, and those stuffs were shown on my News Feed.
I posted my comment on their post, and they replied to my post.
These happened everyday.
Yep, it's EVERYDAY.
I love seeing ppl's comments on my posts.
I love the interactions.
Afterall, i'm an interactive kid. hahaha...
As time goes by, the addiction of Facebook has getting more n more serious which makes me forgotten the existence of Friendster n my forum.
I was attracted to those flash games in Facebook as well, but now i'm no longer a Facebook gamer due to the packed of studies & assignments.

Right now, I'm merely an internet stalker.
I used to call myself a 'pro' stalker. But now I think I shall put the word aside.
After watching 'The Social Network', I've realized tat it's not only me being a stalker, it's almost EVERYONE.
Perhaps i'm the best internet stalker among my friends, but seriously, around this world there are thousands, millions of them are same as me.
With the aids of Google & Facebook, who you want to search, what you want to search, they are all almost possible to be found.
You've set your profile page to private? Think again. Your exposure on the internet is NOT ONLY this small lil part. ;)
I don't need to be a hacker to get ur info. I just need to be a.... Stalker. ;)

Mark Zuckerberg is the founder cum CEO of Facebook.
A young & genius fela.
He was a Harvard student, but he quit in the middle and focus on Facebook.
Simply because he has paid the largest effort among all, therefore I think he deserved to be famous right now.
Oh well perhaps lotz of u might fink he's just chasing after the fame & $$.
Then you're absolutely wrong.
Think about it. He can come out with something much more special than a social network.
With his talent n dexterity tat is not something impossible.
Why would he gave up his studies n focus on this kinda thingy?
He just wants to bring everyone back together, linked in this virtual space tho we r separated in thousand miles away.
Most of all, if he wanted the $$ so much he could just sell off his company right now, gain the over billion dollors and stay at home do the leg shaking job. =.=
If u're still thinking tat he's trying to get the fame n money, let me tell u this: You're jealous because you dun have his wealth and his luck and his fame. :)))
We, as a programmer (oh btw i'm a programmer =.=) all we need to provide is the best experience of using our softwares and products, NOT TO SUCK $$ FROM U GUYS.
Of course lar, when we're working damn hard of it for sure you guys need to pay us in an equivalent amount of $$ to use our products.

I duno y m i publicizing Facebook & The Social Network for free, perhaps because i'm so lazy to do my works n i wish Mark could settle them for me. =.=
Oh btw, additional info for being a good stalker - to stalk an IT noob/old generations (who were born in between 1900 and 1920) is almost impossible, so save it. xP

God bless me+my family+everyone. Love y'all and thanks for reading my blog!!

Leng Lui.

2010-11-19T19:21:00.003+08:00

DISCLAIMER: Not referring to all guys. Read until the end of the post before you jump into the conclusion.

Definition of Leng Lui (Cantonese) - Gorgeous lady.

I think becoming a leng lui is almost every girl's dream.

But well, for me, I'm sorta contented with wat i have now.

Besides the weight and the height, others are acceptable.

So sad, I dun have those kinda angelic face n body.

At least 50% of the guys prefer leng lui.

They have this kinda perception: Leng lui smells great. Leng lui is the sweetest. Leng lui has the best of EVERYTHING.

Girls' perception?? Depends.

As for me, I won't give a simple piece of shiat if u look great without good attitude, IQ, EQ, and personality.

I know most of the guys would say 'narhhhh for sure I won't fall for b*tches who have bad attitudes eventho they looked great'.

KEEP THOSE WORDS DUDE. LET ME TELL YOU WHY YOU WILL DEFINITELY FALL FOR THEM.

1. Coz they are gorgeous and who doesn't wana f*** gorgeous girl??????? Eiiiii with body & look WHO DOESN'T WANT IT??

You sure you're not interested with woman like this??? YOU SURE???!!!

(Her vital static: 32F, 24, 33; Height: 170cm)

2. For 100% SURE a leng lui has super higher probability of making an ORDINARY GUY/SLIGHTLY BETTER THAN ORDINARY GUY to fall in love with her. Don't ask me how, coz i'm not a leng lui. Oh well perhaps i know one. 'Tehhhh' gao gao lar. Duno wat is 'Tehh'? Errmmmm it's flirting by using those kinda kid's tone. I think. =.=

Best example of all. =.= Go google 'Yao Yao' and watch her video. You'll know wat i mean.

Btw she's another F Cup lady too.

3. Showing out sympathetic facial expression. Yep. PUPPY FACE. =.=

Perhaps this is not soooo gorgeous. But well, once a leng lui do this, you'll definitely get soft-hearted.

4. When a leng lui and a ugly duckling cried, you'll PAY MORE ATTENTION on the leng lui more than the ugly one. 100% GUARANTEE. (unless tat ugly one is ur sister or mother lar =.=)

You'll go for this,

Or this??

5. No matter how a leng lui misbehaved, YOU GUYS CAN NEVER SEE IT.

Spot the difference:

Comment??

Comment?????

Watcha say??

The answer is obvious.

6. When the leng lui is YOUR FRIEND, stop deny tat u're totally not interested with her. A blind also can tell tat u're lying.

So please. STOP DENYING that you won't be attracted to this kinda girl. For 101% sure you're lying.

And to the other guys who are really really really clear with their stand which totally dislike rotten leng lui, please don't get agitated. I'm not referring to you so no worries, you're not the shallow one.

Point of this post?? Errr.... Just to remind you tat LENG LUI IS NOT EQUAL TO ANGEL. WAKE UP DUDE! =.=

Btw, I'm not trying to tell tat leng luis are bad. There are leng luis tat nice n sweet. I love this kinda leng lui tho. I wish I can be one of them as well. But it's okay, my look is God's creation and I shall be contented with it. ;))

So now, STOP judging a person by his/her cover.

Kaydonebuai.

God bless me, my family & all :))

Images credits to: Google image & authors who have posted all these pics out.

#200 Twister in Penang AGAIN =X

2010-11-16T20:57:00.001+08:00

Actually I need to thanks Google for this info again. xD
Haha...
Reason? Errmmm.... It's like tat:

i) Opened up nuff's site to check out references of click to my blog
ii) Saw plenty of this keyword - PENANG TWISTER (Due to last time I did blogged about twister in Penang, therefore my beloved Google have placed my entry at the first of the search result xD Btw, this is definitely a very popular post coz M'sia has no records (or some records, no idea =X) of this kinda natural disaster before)
iii) Wondering wat happened to this Penang Twister again so I googled it as well xD
iv) Found out tat on the 15th of Nov (which is yesterday), TWISTER LANDED PENANG AGAIN =.=

So indirectly, Google has brought me back to this latest news. xD
Still unclear with my explanation? Errr... It goes like this:
Google --> my entry --> ppl clicked on my entry --> keywords n references from Google in Nuff --> search on Google for this keyword again --> FOUND =P

Still can't get it??? Lol just forget it then xD
This kinda algorithm only applies on 'pro stalker' like me. wakakaka.... xDDD

Crap less. Vid up ;)

Watch this and you'll find tat it's almost the same as the twister happened last time. >.<
God bless Penang =.=

God bless me too!!! :DD As well as everyone ;)
Done buai!! x)

ps: oh btw the #200 stands for the 200th post in mikashaz!!!! hahaha.. xD i know it's not tat much but at least better than nothing rite?? hahaha.. :P thx all for the support n buai!!! :DD

Matthew 5:44

2010-11-14T14:41:00.000+08:00

I felt being bullied. Erm... Being accused to be precise.
I'm having mood swing caused by pms so i dun think i'm able to handle stupid n silly stuffs easily.
At this time, my EQ level normally will dropped until 90+ i guess. (Let's presume 100 is normal =.=)
Kay fine. I know u're having MNP.
I forgive you.
I. Give. Up. And. Shut. Up. And. Let. You. Do. Watever. You. Like.
Mouth zipped.

"But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you", Matthew 5:44

How many of us are actually able to do this?
Ans: NONE.
I need strengths from God to perform this. Need A LOT. =(

God bless me + everyone + those who loves me + those who hates me.

The Top 10 Most Popular Video in Youtube :D

2010-10-31T15:33:00.000+08:00

Yes I was frigging frustrated with homeworks+tests+assignments so I've decided to check out this kinda thingy. Top 10 vid in Youtube ;)

You might think Lady Gaga's telephone is the No.1 of all. Then YOU'RE WRONG. hahaha...

Guess who? Guess who? Guess who????? :DD

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JUSTIN BIEBER!!! (aka the gay named by the haters xD)
Disclaimer: I'm neither a fan nor a hater of J.B.. So please don't sabotage me k. lol.. :P

Proudly present the NUMBER ONE: Justin Bieber ft Ludacris - Baby

Second place goes to........ AS YOUR WISH, LADY GAGA!!!! (okay frankly speaking i'm one of the supporter of Lady Gaga as well. But haters don't boom me k! lol.... :P)

NUMBER TWO: Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Third place goes to this two lil boy - they are not singer, they are not artist, they are just kids. ;)

NUMBER THREE: Charlie bit my finger - again!

Kids are adorable!! But certainly not a description for the kids in the future =.=

Forth place goes to: SHAKIRA!! Why her? Oh well, thanks to World Cup. xDD

NUMBER FOUR: Shakira - Waka Waka (This time for Africa)

Fifth place goes to..... Miley Cyrus (eherm. Seriously? Miley?? =.=)

NUMBER FIVE: Miley Cyrus - Party In The USA

This vid is not allowed to be share out =.= Therefore, watch it here.

Sixth place goes to: A dancer - Judson Laipply

NUMBER SIX: Evolution of Dance by Judson Laipply

Seventh place - PITBULL!! Haha... :P

NUMBER SEVEN: Pitbull - I Know You Want Me

Sharing disabled again =.= Watch it here. (Must be the vid too much sexy girls tat's y being banned from sharing out. lol... xD)

Eighth - A cute baby again!! x))

NUMBER EIGHT: Hahaha By Unknown Baby xD

9th??????? Yes it's definitely ur fav vid!! Eminem ft Rihanna!!!

NUMBER NINE: Eminem ft. Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie

10th - Miley again =.="

NUMBER TEN: Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

So I'm done with all these vids. Hopefully you enjoyed this sharing session. :P
Credits to: Richard MacManus

Frigging dislike back to the reality where homeworks + studies + assignments + tests are right there waiting for me to visit them =.=
Kai done buai. God bless me. :)) + my family :)) + my friends :)) + my beloved readers & supporters. x))

Tag!! Respond to Mag's taggie :P

2010-10-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

Write 6 interesting facts about the person who gave you this tag:
1. Cute girl!! x)) Magdalene ;)

Proof:

Yea she is cute what. :P

2. A musician

Proof:

Our future Malaysia version of 'Taylor Swift'!! hahaha..

3. Sweet blogger as well. :DD

4. She's one of my beloved reader too!! <3 her so much as she appreciates my writing style. haha.. :D

5. A Sarawak 19-yr-old girl ;) who loves music and art a lot.

Proof:

She drew this k!! Nice!! Give her a big big applause!! *CLAP* (I can't even draw a proper mouth =.=)

6. A student!! Hahaha.. xD

Write down 12 interesting facts about yourself and your hobbies:

1. I'm stupid n ugly :))

Proof:

Now you believe it? :DD

2. I have wonderful people all around me. Especially my beloved familiy n friends, they always supported me (physically & mentally) wheneva I need them.

3. People dislikes me coz i'm special. Hahaha... True wat!! Look at the pic I've shown above, isn't it special enough?? xD

4. I dislike menopause old spinster. As well as humans who doesn't have EQ over 50 >.< I'd rather treat all these fela as does not exist at all. lol.. :P

5. People likes me coz i'm special. xDDD Eiiii I'm not joking k, with the kinda look u've seen up there, don't u think tat it's almost impossible for u to reach?? xD

6. I love music but I can't sing well, play well, do well. :((

7. Among the IT's field, I love INTERNET only. :DD

8. My dream is to pursue my studies in Oxford, major in Social Science of Internet. :PP (Notice the word 'dream'? xD)

9. I'm gona be a Hugestar instead of Superstar. :DD Superstar normally couldn't last for long, so y not try out Hugestar?? xD

10. My 2nd dream is to become a model in Japan. Know why? Average height of Japanese female model does not exceed 163cm. xDDD (eherm this is based on my observation so need not to find for proof coz it does not exist at all. haha.. xD)

11. I'll try my very best to score a D in my studies. xD (I know wat u're thinking. Who told u 'D' stands for FAIL?? =.=)

12. I'm a frigging lazy bug. A very pro Procrastinator. :DDD

Ooppss! You asked about hobby? Erm.... Does being a paparazzi in the internet counts?? :D

++ Killing mosquitoes is my recent hobby. =.=

Pick the most 10 deserving recipients and describe them:

1. YOU - coz u're reading my blog ;)

2. YOU - coz u're criticizing my blog ;)

3. YOU - coz u love my blog ;)

4. YOU - coz u hate my blog ;)

5. YOU - coz u like my blog for the way i blog ;)

6. YOU - coz u dislike my blog for no reason ;)

7. YOU - coz this is the first time of you reading my blog ;)

8. YOU - coz you're coming back for more of my entries ;)

9. YOU - coz you don't even bother of reading my blog anymore ;)

10. YOU - coz you just LOVE ME!!! hahaha.... :P

As a conclusion: ALL OF MY READERS GOTA RESPOND TO MY TAG!! hahaha... :P (I don't force you, it's ur choice to respond or not. haha.. :P)

Kay done buai. God bless us all!! x)))

You Again??

2010-10-07T19:22:00.004+08:00

"You again?? Omg."
This might be the first reaction of mine when I see her again.
Let's call her 'N' shall we? ;)

She was famous, she was a top student, she was an athlete. She was almost good in everything.
She would simply steal away the spotlight from me as she thought tat I'm an ugly duckling, sucked in everything who doesn't deserve the glam n fames.
She disliked me. Simply because i wasn't pretty and clever? =X
Oh by the way, all these happened during my saddest Primary school life. Lol.

When N and I first met, we were besties.
We hanged around together, we played together, we chat and we did almost everything together.
However, as time goes by she found out tat I'm no longer a top student, and from tat onwards she discriminated me, bad mouth about me, did almost anything to tarnish me.
It wasn't like I've offended her. Lol. I never did.
However, she simply detested me so much tat she could put me into 'dangerous' situation such as being punished by teachers.
For example, when I didn't complete my homework, she will definitely be the one tat reported it to my teacher and my 'beloved' teacher would definitely punish me. Pathetic huh?
The sabotage went on till the year before we left Primary school.
One of her bestie and I, didn't leave the class during an assembly.
Instead of reporting both of us who didn't leave the class during tat session, N just reported me.
Oh for sure I got canned. Believe me, if you were in my situation you'll definitely felt angry, disappointed and doubted.

Till now, I still can remember how cocky she was. Oh by the way, teachers didn't really like her as well. Coz she was getting so much cocky with those stuck up behaviors. Oops. >.<
Lol. I duno how does she behaved rite now, but seriously, this bitter experience of mine can never be forgotten.
It just stayed in my mind. With no reason. =X
Eventho i've forgiven wateva N did to me in the past. ;)
Why bother anymore? Since I'm a SWAN rite now. Hahaha...
With my confidence, capabilities and characters, she will never be able to 'bully' me anymore. hiak hiak hiak hiak.. :P
Anyway, thanks to her tat she had made me who I am rite now. Without being looked down by her, I won't know tat I'm actually stupid and ugly. xP And this motivates me to keep moving on!!!!! :DD

FINISHED STORY TELLING!!! xD
Time for ADS!! xP

Duno who they are? Ermm.... They are a group of ladies who experienced the same thing tat i do. Or even worst. =XX
Wateva. It's a hilarious, nice and touching movie.
Catch it in cinema on 21st of Oct then!! ;)
Btw the lady in green gown - she's the main lead in the movie Love in Rome, aka the voice of gossip girl of Gossip Girl. ;D
Enjoy!!!

Ps: Questions on N? Ask me in msn then. Hahaha... xP
P/Ps: *Since this is a story so trust me, the content is not 100% real. :P*

God bless us all! And thanks God for everything tat you've given to me, loveeeee you lotz. ;)

Short News - The leaving of Mdm Kwa Geok Chu

2010-10-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

Youths nowadays normally don't read newspaper rite?
Nevermind, let me provide you a big big news to avoid yourself being a frog under the well. hahaha... xP

D'you know Singapore's former Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew?
If you duno, I'd really say OMG.... N post this fact to OMGFacts. Lol... xD
"Youngsters nowadays don't even know who is Lee Kuan Yew!!" Hahaha... xP
Okay stop all these craps.
Coz the news i'm gona share is something saddy.

Mr Lee Kuan Yew's wife, Mrs Lee Kwa Geok Chu has just passed away at her home at 5:40pm (GMT +08:00) at the age of 89.
She was suffering from several strokes and lying on the bed for quite a long time.
So in my opinion, her leaving is sorta like a relief for her i guess.
No matter wat, may her rest in peace and God bless her family members. :)
(Actually nothing much I can talk about her since I got not much idea about her. All I know are her husband is Lee Kuan Yew and her 2 sons are Lee Hsien Loong and Lee Hsien Yang. Lol... xP)

For more info, please visit The Strait Times.

Kay, at least you guys know something about Singapore's former PM aka current MM rite? :D
Thanks Google for the info. hahaha... :P
kaydonebuai.

God bless us all! x)

Keep Fit. ;)

2010-09-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

Seriously I think I need to get a part time job. Waitress, sales girl, show girl o watsoeva.
Know y? Coz when I was working in PA, I've lost almost 2kgs. :DD
Awesome isn't it? :P
However, I got no time for tat. Sad case!
I dun even have much time for blogging I guess. :((

Today I've walked quite a long way from Lowyat to Dang Wangi.
It's definitely NOT a short distance, but it isn't tat long as well. Lol.
I like walking - NOT under the hot sun. Haha..
Just now was almost raining n tat's y sun has gone back to its home! :P
It burns up my calories. Nice ;)
Should walk more often. WITHOUT the sun. :DD
Tarc is not enough for me. :PP

Speak of the which. We - Mika, me, Jerry, CH, Pinky, Chuan, Bear n Yuan, went to Lowyat for Sushi King.
Insane huh? xD
Just bcoz I dun like KLCC's sushi, n i tot we might have time to catch a movie, tat's y we ended up over there.
Too bad we don't have sufficient time for other activities.
And tat's y we just went there for sushi. Haha..
Mika n Chin Hau had joined for the udon mee's challenge.
Whosoever able to finish up FIVE(5) potion of mee = 1 BIGGG bowl of mee within 10 mins gets the mee for FREE.
I was too excited when I saw the mee n tat's y I've forgotten to record down the entire process of guys finishing the mee. =X
So too bad, only the end results for y'all to c. ;)

Tryna pretend tat i've finished the BIGGGG bowl of mee. Wakakaka.... :P Notice tat the bowl is much much much bigger than my face? xD

Eat for FREE!!! If you finish within 10 mins ;)

Poor CH dude he didn't managed to finish up the mee. Saddie! :P

Errr... No description for this. I was looking at the sushi tat I wanted to eat a lot however, over budget already so i was not allowed to take it. T.T (based on my expression oso can know already larr. haha.. :P)

Today must be a happy day for Mika. Lol... :P
The big bowl of mee cost for RM38.80. Which means Mika can go home with fulled stomach n does not need to pay a single cent at all!! :P
How I wish I have a big mouth n a smooth digestion system. :((
The waitress was so mean, Mika actually finished the mee with 1 min and 10+ secs left but she purposely recorded it as 1 min and 8 secs. =.=" boh liao.

Actually the main purpose of posting up this blog post is to share about my perceptions on keep fitting as well as thoughts on improving language by blogging. Lol.. But wateva, all these are boring topics so i'm glad tat i actually didn't bore you guys with them. xP
Seriously I really need to brush up my languages, regardless Chinese or English or Japanese. :DDDDD
Narh not Japanese larr... Wat for focus on it so much when I dun really use it often. :P
Dialects!! Mad important for me as a Chinese. ;)
Damn the Jerry in the future u'll not b able to laugh at my canton at all coz i've improved lotz and you CAN'T SPEAK HOKKIEN AT ALL. Bleeeeekkkkkkkk ;p
Oh ya, and KEEP FIT. It's a must. Someone said tat I've gained weight already. =X Had been eating too much on the last sem. =.=

Kay done here. Nothing much to share. Just wana blog. n blog. n blog. hahaha.. :P
Goodbye y'all. The blog will back to its original state - lifeless soon. xD
God bless us!! x)

Blogging affects studies??? =.=?

2010-09-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

I love blogging pretty much. Not as much as I love hang around in the net tho. :P
However, hanging around the internet used to inspires me on blogging topics.
When I got something interesting wana share out, BLOG is the best sharing corner.
Everyone's reading it, everyone enjoyed.
K lar not everyone. But at least something which is really able to attract ppl's attention, y not share it out?
So, blogging is part of my life. No one shall take it away from me. ;)

I remembered my senior told me tat i've spent too much time on blogging.
Really? Coz i found out my blog has been deserted for quite a while which you can even see spiders are building their homes in my blog's corner. Haha...
I'm not an active blogger. Seriously. I can be one if I wanted to.
However, the reality always being so cruel tat it dragged me away from blogging activities since I gota spend my time on studies more than anything.
STUDIES. Eeeekkksss.
Seriously, if u study for the sake of getting 'A', study for graduate, study for getting No.1 in the class, I can guarantee tat ur life is extreme lifeless.
Why do I said so? Think about it by yourself.
If everything needs explanation from me, this shows tat you're not only a lifeless human, you're actually worst than a zombie. lol..

I dun think I need to be a top blogger. So wat if u really can attract this world's attention?
Frankly speaking, for commercial purpose, it is mad crucial of a blog's popularity.
For personal purpose, narh u dun need to famous n you'll never be famous with load of craps of ur personal stuffs. Wat for sharing out ur privacy to the whole world?? Lol. Wana be drama king/queen? Go ahead. Precondition: You have to be Paris Hilton. Lol. xP
I believe lotza ppl nowadays tryna pretend like they are blogging for the sake of blogging. PLEASE... Admit it. It's for the FAME & $$. ;)
Me? I'm both. :DD For blogging's sake but also for the $$. Not fame coz i know i'll never have the chance to have it. See me so honest. Hahaha.. xP

Kay crap less. I know u guys won't like to read my stupid thoughts. :P
So I'm done here!! God bless y'all!!

God will bless me lotzzzzzzzzz coz i'm one of the zombie. Study for GRAD, study for 'A' to keep my $$. :(( I don't wana be zombie. Aiks.

Stock Clearance Cheap Sale!!!! Jewelery @ RM5, Clothings @ RM25!!

2010-09-27T19:52:00.004+08:00

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Here's a chance for you to get one at NOT MORE THAN RM30!!! ;)

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Look! You will never ever get such price of ready stock at any other blog shops. Trust me, the quality of these dresses and clothes of this blog shop is certainly better than those who are selling at RM20. Ohya, those cheap seller will charge you with the postage fee at RM8. Wth??

No worries, the lowest postage charge of Nico Nico Shopz is RM4.50, which is Pos Express (Normally able to insert a few pieces of accessories or 1 clothes).

Let's take a look at the accessories. ;)

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Ring's Original Price: RM10
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Necklace's Original Price: RM13.90 (I saw other blog shops are selling it at RM15. So what d'you think?? :P)
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Amazing huh? You save up soooo much $$ and you can save up postage fee by buying more! :P

And surprisingly, you can buy up all the stuffs I've mentioned above with NOT MORE THAN RM100!!

So what are you waiting for? Go grab it now! While stock last!! ;)

Eherm. Still don't believe me??? Okay judge it by yourself.

Now you know I'm not bull-shiating or kidding! ;p

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Hurry up! Go to facebook.com/niconicoshopz rite now!!!

**Only limited to a few albums in this shop. :)

God bless y'all! ;) K done buai. :P

Ps: Any further enquiries kindly refer to the shop owner. Thanks a lot! :P

Auntie freaked out in MRT :P

2010-09-26T20:24:00.003+08:00

I guess some of you had already seen this vid. It's alrite, i'm just sharing out for fun. haha..
Coz it's really mad hilarious!! xD

Fyi, this auntie should be lost in gambling or over stressed due to financial problem or watsoeva, she was begging for money in the mrt and prolly those felas who were standing rite infront of her refused to make some 'donation' and ended up being scolded by her.
This is wat she said:

Send you to "old folks home" (should be this i couldn't hear it clearly too) when you're old ah! Then you become garbage ah! ALL OF YOU BECOME GARBAGE AH!! Siao eh, SIAO EH!! No money better ah, ALL NO MONEY AH! Play play play, play your L** J***!!

Actually, if i'm the one who being scolded by her, i'll definitely do nothing but keep laughing at her. LOL!! xD
Won't you feel funny? xD The way she use those words, the way she scolded ppl, and after chasing off the guy who was sitting at the reserved place she actually sat on it as well!! Lol... Obviously she's insane. xP

I will pity her if she was over-pressured by family debts. I WILL NOT pity her if she had lost in gambling. Serve her right. lol.. :P
Alrite i'm done here.
Will update my wonderful past sem break experience here if i got the mood. lol.. :P
College reopen on tomorrow! Ewww. dml. :((

God bless all His children. ;)

I read.

2010-09-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

Just read an acquaintance's blog and just found out tat she wanted to reduce the FATS accumulated on her legs.
Sad, girls nowadays gota face this kinda problem at sucha young age!!
Yaya undeniable i'm facing this problem rite now TOO. :((
Trying hard to reduce the fats accumulated at my thighs. Freaking difficult to shake them off can. :((
Hate myself being surrounded by those long-straight-skinny-legs' fellas. T.T
For example - Mika's family!!! Issshhhh.
Making me damn envious EVERYDAY. T.T

But no matter what, God is always fair.
You have nice physical appearance, doesn't mean tat you have a genius brain.
You have a genius brain, doesn't mean tat you have talent.
You have talent, doesn't mean tat you have sportive genes.
You have sportive genes, doesn't mean tat you have a nice personality.
Watever. Lazy to further elaborate it. Since u know wat i mean. Lol...

Actually I wanted to blog a lot but I just lack of some sorta motivation or energy to blog. Lol.
Woke up early for consecutive 2 days.
This clearly shows tat i'm not morning type of person. xP
But i'm frigging awake during the nite for most of the time.
Gah wateva. Not important at all.
And i duno y i wana blog. =.= I'm too free already i guess.
Oh no no no. Not free actually, just felt like blogging n tat's y i blogged.

Kay done here. These are the craps tat i wana mention.
Buai n tc all.
God bless us all. God bless everyone who loves him too. ;)

Penang bridge on FIRE!! =X

2010-09-11T22:36:00.005+08:00

How come it's happening at Penang again huh?? =.=
Ok crap less straight to the point.
Just received the news about Penang bridge on fire.
Source of fire - power cable caught on fire (think should be short-circuited)
Effects - JAM lar for sure..... lol... xD

Look at the jams... Tsk tsk tsk.... =X

For more info, please visit here.
Or visit here as well: The Star

Kay done short post here!
Tataz!!!
God bless us all! ;)

English tutor is NOT ENOUGH for you, You need a Malay tutor as well. :)

2010-09-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

Story telling session.
Open up ur eyes n read carefully, and right here i'm SUPER GOOD ENOUGH to hide tat particular moron's identity.
Oh btw, I'll still reveal the GENDER of tat moron coz i'm so damn lazy to type he/she or him/her all the time =.=

DISCLAIMER: I'M NOT TRYING TO ACT LIKE MY BAHASA MELAYU DAMN GOOD K. I'M JUST TRYNA SPEAK OUT THE TRUTH WHICH IS SAME AS WHAT MY FRIEND DID TO TAT MORON.

As a Malaysian, i'm pretty sure tat u guys understand and know wat does BANGSA mean.
We used to hear SATU BANGSA instead of BERBAGAI-BAGAI BANGSA rite? (Damn me still so good corrected his grammar mistake. He actually typed BERBAGAI BANGSA in Facebook instead of BERBAGAI-BAGAI/PELBAGAI BANGSA. =.= Noob max.)
Now the story begins here.
There's a Malaysia patriotic song called SATU (1) BANGSA, SATU (1) MALAYSIA.
And you know wat this moron said? He said:

"Why SATU BANGSA? Why not BERBAGAI BANGSA? The Malays tryna say Malaysia is formed by them ONLY? How bout Chinese, Indians and others??"

So my friend replied:

"Based on my knowledge, which my Secondary School teacher had taught me tat BANGSA is the combination of races by Malay, Chinese, Indian and others indeed. KAUM is the word to describe the individual races, not BANGSA. So there's nothing wrong with SATU BANGSA."

However, this moron has DELETED MY FRIEND'S REPLY.
As my friend got shocked with his moronic action, he/she had decided to post his/her reply again as he/she doesn't think tat his/her explanation has anything wrong.
Sadly, this moron never get it.
He still kept deleting my friend's posts and in d end he asked my friend WHY HE/SHE KEPT WANA SHOOT HIM UNTIL LIKE TAT SINCE HE DIDN'T STEPPED ON HIS/HER TAIL. Lol.
So my friend explained again:

"I'm just trying to speak out watever i think is right just like Namewee did."

Later on, the moron's friend replied:

"The Malays tryna chase the Chinese out from Malaysia, let's do the same to them so tat they'll be able to feel wat we felt!!"

So my friend replied as well:

"NOT ALL MALAYS ARE BAD, perhaps Siti Inshah is not satisfied with Namewee's song and tat's y she
had spoken such words at the students. If you sincerely treat those Malays good, they will NOT having prejudices on you whereas they will have GRATITUDES towards you. This is much better than shooting here n there causing other ppl from other countries treat us as a joke."

And there he goes again, DELETED MY FRIEND'S POST.
My instant reaction after hearing this story was "WTH???????"

Let me explain what is BANGSA.
For those non-Malaysian, BANGSA is known as NATION.
Have you ever heard VARIOUS NATION?
You've only seen ONE NATION rite?
So it is definitely DOES NOT MAKE SENSE to hear PELBAGAI/BERBAGAI-BAGAI BANGSA rite?
Ohya, PELBAGAI = VARIOUS.
So doubtless, it is SATU BANGSA, SATU MALAYSIA (One Nation, One Malaysia).
Tat moron is a grown up dude, NO LONGER AN UNDERAGE KID.
So y is he still behaving like this??
Wth. What a DISGRACE when you as a Malaysian you don't even know the exact definition of BANGSA.
You born in this country, you've celebrated so many NATIONAL DAY aka Hari KeBANGSAan n yet you still DUNO WHAT IS NATION/BANGSA.
Oh my fat choi gawd. =.=""

Regarding the moron's friend, oh well, as a CIVILIZED HUMAN in this piece of earth he/she should know how to handle a serious matter in a much civilized way instead of I CHASE YOU OUT, YOU CHASE ME OUT method. Duhhhh....
K lar k lar i know tat he/she might be in a furious mode tat's y he/she can't think properly. I don't blame him/her for this as all of us are the same when facing the same situation.
So right here, problem solved.
The moron shall apologize to my friend, as my friend has done nothing wrong after all.
And if the moron tryna ~~SUE ME~~ do something on me for me posting out this post, i shall bring his BANGSA's definition to ISA or MCMC kay. :) Erm... Let's put it this way... Intentionally brings out racism issue by adjusting BANGSA's actual definition?? ;)

Kay i'm done here. Hopefully the moron WILL NOT BE TAT MORONIC anymore.
See i'm so good. Still hope the BEST for him ;)
God bless us all :DDD and may God bless tat POOR LIL GUY too. x"(((

Just a lil mistake. :P

2010-09-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

Add caption

Okay i know some of you know who she is. Wateva i dun care. :P
Now my main point is, normally when i saw her tweet with a link i'll click it n check it out.
And guess wat i saw?? :D

Horror stuff?
Stupid stuff?
A-rated stuff?
X-rated stuff?

Ans: Not from the above. ;p

I actually...... SAW THIS!!

TADAH!!!

Can you spot the error? xD
Kay lar i know i'm mean. :P But it's really really funny. xD
Blame the Ringo lady for sharing this out. hahaha.. xD
The Lip Gross is special indeed. xPP
Hopefully they can fix it as soon as possible.
Imagine this site is being visited by people from all over the world. :P
I won't share this site out, just to protect them from human like me. xD

Kaydonebuai. Stop laughing at people. :P The next one might be u!! haha..
God bless us all n please don't angry with me for this. xD

I was thinking whether to update my blog or not, and the answer is YES. :P

2010-09-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

Since i'm damn free these few days, i've successfully clean up my desktop n hard disks inclusive my external as well.
You won't like to see the aftermath of the desktop.. It was full of... ICONS. FOLDERS. IMAGES. =.=
When i'm back from my final paper, the very first thing i did is to clear up the mess in the room, tidy up my stuffs, open up lappie and CLEAN THE PC. From the inside, to the outside. wahahahaha..... ;p
My C drive was almost burst coz fulled of rubbishes. Clean up the rubbishes, tryna clean up my external as well. Who knows, there was a file which unable to be deleted due to bad sectors found on the disk.
So i've decided to fix the bad sectors.
Who knows, it took almost 5 hrs to complete the fixing process. I was like =.="""""""""""
Pc hard disk instant heat up, same goes to my external.
Good thing is my pc has a cooler, however, my external doesn't has it. Poor baby. x{

OOoooppppsss sry for sound to be like a geek/nerd. haha.. :P
It's common for IT fela to do all these coz we can't afford to have laggings n system failure. xP
Kay back to my main point of posting this blog post out.
Since i'm so free, i've decided to dig out my old pics to have some flashbacks on my good old days. Lol... xD Sounds so old huh? :P

Evolution of mine... :P

Year 2005

The lower corner of the left side is me... Pretty chubby rite?? :P I love my outfit on tat day. Totally looked like a foreign student. hahaha.. :P Oh it was my b'day btw. :P Miss those days with stupid cat, cousin sista n another girl who's name is Kai Xin as well. haha.. :P Popular name eh? ;) Oh n one more person, my mei mei... She's nt in this pic tho. Coz we weren't in the same class during tat time..

Year 2006

This is even chubbier. Or should say I WAS FAT. (Someone said this to my fren during this trip. Lol... Kay as ur wish, i ADMIT it. =.=) Lol... Taken at Langkawi Island. :P The sky is so gorgeous... x) Oh btw u can notice tat i was pretty tanned during those days. I think i've walked too much/been under the sun for too much already. haha..

Year 2007

This is the graduation party - Sejambak Kasih. Girl next to me is one of my bestie, Jas. ;) This time i'm slimmer a LIL bit. But still, i'm fat/chubby. =.= My face used to kena pinched by lotza ppl. Gosh. Oh btw, I love the dress I wore on tat day. It's a real nice dress but i was FAT, so it seemed to be not so nice on me. :P

Year 2007/08

I can't remember which year i've taken this. Seems a lot better than those previous years so i took it out n assume tat it was the time when i've started to become physically nicer. hahaha... :P I love my hair during those days. So fluffy n seemed soft (but actually not i guess. haha..) which i wanted it rite now but hardly able to get it. Duno y. =.=

Year 2008

And then i've tried out hair rebonding. :P I not dare to post out the initial look of rebonding so i've decided to post out the hairstyle after THREE MONTHS of rebonding. kakakaka... :P Obviously my hair has grown so much longer than the previous.

Year 2009

Seriously i wish to get back this kampung mui's hairstyle... T.T It makes me look so much younger actually.. I kena my mom cheated. =.= You see this xiu mui mui hairstyle definitely has made me looked so much adorable can.... =((( Even when i let off the hair without tying them up, it won't make me seems old k.. Coz it's really really long (near my waist already!!) n then it will makes me look like a shu nv (lady). =.= Don't believe this hairstyle suits me better? Judge the next pic by ur own then! T.T (Oh btw i took this pic out just because i miss this hairstyle a lot. I got lotza better pics so dun judge my previous look by this 'cover'. lol)

Year 2009 (Oct)

The mushroom. =.= Or the auntie (someone called me this when i went to college with this hairstyle!! T.T) Or soh poh (silly woman) =.= Nicer?? GO KNOCK UR HEAD ON THE WALL. =.= The very moment when the hairstylist has finished cutting my hair, YES. 1-2 weeks later, ABSOLUTELY NO. =.= I totally got no idea on how to style my hair.. They said it's BOB HAIR but in d end, it's more like AUNTIE hairstyle. Damn. =.= Kay lar not tat bad after all, it looks like a xiu mui mui as well but more like those kinda not so popular xiu mui mui among those kinda long hair sweet n cute lil girls. =.=

Year 2010 (Current)

Ahhhhhhh this looks SO MUCH BETTER. But i need a haircut for my fringe. =.= It's getting so long tat i really cannot take it while i'm studying or reading or doing hwks. And even doing works. =.= Wanted to get hair rebonding again but think about it, i'm gona get large wave hair perm when my hair is long enuf. I dun wana spoil my hair again. =| Yea i shall leave it like tat n ENDURE~~~ until the day it comes. :D

Kay i know u guys had enuf with my narcissistic pics so i'm gona end it rite here.
Kaydonebuai. :) Have great hols! Selamat Hari Raya to the Islamics! ;)
God bless us all! <3

The 2nd Ice skating experience

2010-09-08T22:49:00.010+08:00

First step on the ice - i'm fine now. No longer like the first time, struggling and grabbing almost ANYTHING around me. hahaha...
First move on the ice - at least i'm better than the previous time. I can move faster compared with the last time. (I think so. xP)
Experience of falling - YES I DID! hahaha.. xD I totally didn't fall down during the first time experience. This time, i fell for 4 times! Lol... :P

First fall was like tat: skate n skate n skate... And suddenly, lost balance n tripped to the front n knelt. :P My reaction:
WOW! MY FIRST FALL! GOSH IT'S NOTHING BIGGY THO! :P

Second fall: skate n skate n skate... Suddenly duno wat happened n i fell backward. *bump!* Half side of my butt pained. xD but it's fun after all. haha...

Third fall: skate n skate n skate... And suddenly everyone were skating so far away from me. :(( i was like:

HEY!!! WAIT FOR ME!! EIIIIIII!!!!! OOOIIII DAVID! JERRY! WEIIIII!!!! and then *BUMP!*.

This time, both side of my butt kena. =.= I sat on the ice, devastated and helpless (lol.. xD). haha... K lar not tat cham but a sweet girl passed by n asked whether i need help or not. I told her this:

"Narh it's ok i'm fine... T.T Thanks a lot... They r so mean left me alone... TxT My butt is very pain.... T.T Let my butt relax first... Just let me get to the side by kneeling all the way there.... wuwuwuwu~~~"

I can't believe tat i actually said tat to her. =.= to a stranger some more. hahaha...

Forth fall: Four persons held each other's hand n skate. To be exact, only 2 persons were skating: Jerry n Mika. Yuan n I were between them. We held each other's hand n they guys pulled us. As they were skating so damn faster, Yuan was scared n she started to get nervous n shouted n in d end, she fell, dragging me along as well. Lol... xD but tat fall doesn't hurt at all. Coz Mika was pulling me up n I was tryna steady while falling down. haha... I like tat experience. :P

Now the funniest part - mak cik fong fell for countless times. At the middle break of the skating session as the workers need to clean up the water on the ice, mak cik fong came in the preparation/resting corner n did these:

She shouted:"AHHHHH BUE TAHAN AH! My hand so damn cold!! Urrrgghhhh" and she took off her gloves n squeezed the left side of the glove (i think so) and damn LOTZA water came out. xD She did this right infront of a couple of strangers. xD
And then, she squeezed another side of the glove and once again, damn LOTZA water came out again. xD The guy from the couple kept laughing at her n she was still very shiok doing this action. xP Some more she shook off the excessive water on the gloves without realize splashing it on the couple. Lol... =.="
This shows tat mak cik fong is the water absorber of the skating compound. xD While falling down she can absorb those water as well. hahaha....

At the end of the skating, i was so tired n my legs were aching a lot so i asked Jerry n Mika to pull me so tat i do not need to skate. haha.. :P Rounds n rounds they were pulling me and I was like: Wahhh.... Nice. Dun need to skate oso can move. xD

It is really a nice experience. Trust me, u gota fall down for a few times before u can skate well. And while learning ice skating, you really have to fall to complete the learning so that you'll be able to know the feelings of falling down. haha... :P
Right now my legs were aching, and my left hand as well which i duno why. Haha. :P
And no worries, my butt is perfectly fine. ;)

Hopefully this stupid experience of mine is able to remind you of your very own ice skating experience. ;p
Kay done here. Buai people!
God bless us all! :D

Ps: After the ice skating session we went to cinema n watched Grown Ups. Damn hilarious n trust me, it's a nice n funny movie! :P

It's time for me to BLOG!! ;)

2010-09-07T19:31:00.004+08:00

Owkie, today shall be the official end of this sem.
Next sem i'll be damn jia lat (something like stressful/work really hard - it's hokkien btw. :P) as i didn't do well in this sem's exam.
Yea i know the results yet to be out but i can feel how THEY (bachelor + advance dp =.=) would be look like. lol...
However, i hope to have miracle happens! :D
Perhaps God loves me so much tat He wouldn't let me suffering with bad results? ;p
Yea perhaps. K lar i'm faithful to God so i know he'll bless me. :)

Instead of saying tat this is a sem BREAK of mine, i think it's another torturing journey of mine.
I gotta prepare for resume, prepare for loan docs, prepare for this n tat. I duno. Lol..
Gona face tortures from some kinda source tat i dun wana mention. Lol...
Go home and cabut lari around. Nice. :D

They said this coming sem break is meant for part-time working so tat we r able to earn money for Resit fees. hahaha.. xD
Kinda cruel to hear tat, but i think it's really true n funny. :P
Seriously if my results have some kinda 3 longs 2 shorts (aka accidents. hahaha...) in it, i'll definitely work for my life to earn money for the resit fees.
Oh damn, i can't fail. =.=
Scholarship n loan on my hand. Gosh. =X
Sien max. :(((

Lew said tat we are the Fallen. xD Nice adjective! :P
Erm, fyi, the Fallen are characters in Transformer. haha...
Coz we did not performed well in this exam.
So how? Hope for miracle. :D
TIME FOR MIRACLE!!! :P

Done here. I'm so lazy to blog. :(
God bless us all!! :)

Bus Hijack in Philippines

2010-08-26T18:53:00.001+08:00

ps: Sry for those who can't understand chinese. I've translated a small lil part of the vid down there and you may read it to get some brief idea about it. ;)

*actual story*
An ex-policeman was being accused for corruption while he claimed that he didn't do anything with corruption. However, he was still being asked to leave the police force n therefore, he was very furious about it and he had decided to hijack a bus to get the righteousness back.

I guess after watching this you'd understand why does the Philippines' so called SWAT has became the laughing stock around the world.
I thought SWAT is the best trained police force in a particular country?
How come it ended up with sooo much deaths n injuries?
Their gov has responded in this way:"Well our police aren't trained for this kinda situation."
Ok. I got it. *fainted*
Luckily this sad case didn't involve my family members o otherwise, my EQ level will definitely dropped to the lowest and i can't promise tat i wouldnt do something silly to their government. :)

Brief translation for the vid:
*A few epics have been raised*

1. At the early stage of hijack, the ex-policeman was emotionally stabled. In this case, why does the authority didn't negotiate with him in a proper way and yet they purposely spread these words through the media:"We will not give up. We promise we definitely will be able to seize him down!"
Oh well, we think this sentence has definitely agitated the ex-policeman A LOT too. =.= Noob max.

2. The authority caught the ex-policeman's brother and threaten him tat if he dare to do something further, they will kill his brother. LOL? The authorities were not psychologically trained as well? =.=

3. When the SWAT has arrived, one of them used the hammer to break the window of the bus. WITHOUT ENSURING THE LIVE OR DEAD OF THE PERSON WHO'S SITTING NEXT TO THE WINDOW, HE JUST SMASHED THE WINDOW AND CAUSING THE PERSON DIED ON THE SPOT DUE TO HIS RECKLESS ACTION. Speechless. MAX.

4. The authorities started the shooting FIRST. (i think so. =x) Oh, another agitation.

5. It's obvious tat the ex-policeman doesn't want to harm anyone as he has released a few hostages during the hijack. SO WHAT ARE THE AUTHORITIES DOING? Oh, non-stop agitating the terrorist. =.=

6. CNN has reported that 3 persons on the bus were killed by the SWAT's shots. How clever they are. Oh inclusive the person who was being killed during the process of smashing the window - 4 persons died on their hand. lol.

Kay done here. Wana read more about this news? Nah - Click Here

May God bless the victim's family members and may the victims rest in peace.
God bless all good good human too. :) tataz.

Almost The End..

2010-08-06T18:38:00.001+08:00

Right now i'm trying to save this lifeless blog. lol...
Definitely not because i'm lazy to update - trust me i got PLENTY of stuffs to post out!! :(((
But seriously i've forgotten the things tat i wanted to write.
So, i shall post watever i can think of right now. lol.. :P
Just so you know, my short term memory is freaking SHORT nowadays. aiks.
This shows that i gota study earlier - NO MORE BURNING THE MIDNIGHT CANDLE! =X

Today is the end of week 12.
Next week will be week 13.
Next next week will be week 14.
Next next next week & onwards - VERDICT WEEKS. =.=
I didn't do well on my tests.
Wat happened to me?? Current major doubt.
Can't do well in tests, can't speak well in presentation, can't concentrate on studies..
Why huh? Stress?
This is not the first big stress tat i've ever experienced.
Due to lack of sleep? I've slept for almost 9hrs everyday!
K lar 7 1/2 hrs on average. =.=
Getting older? I'm only 20!!! =S

I'm not gona let myself down again.
Planning for my stress management. Cope with studies well, at least strive for the very last chance i got right now!
And basically, I should have stick to my assignment right now instead of blogging. lol.
But who cares, i'd rather post out lotza craps here instead of wasting my time on the lifeless FACEBOOK. =.=
It is lifeless yet damn successful internet social network. =.=
Tat's y i said i should study for Social Science of Internet!! :((
But currently there's only Oxford U offered this course and it's only available for MASTER DEGREE PROGRAM. Yucks!!
Watever, I shall start one in Malaysia. hiak. ;)
I mean MAYBE i will start one. hahaha.. Who knows? :P

K fine stop crapping n lifeless-ing over here.
I shall back to the reality again.
Goodbye all. C y'all after the G-D-Examsssssss. =.=

God bless all good peepol. Tata. Good luck all. :)

p/s: oopppsss!! i've forgotten to post a vid before ending this post. lol... i shall post it now. a super touching vid especially for those who are currently not staying with their parents. i cried after watching this vid. miss my parents max. x"(

I need to be... Myself.

2010-07-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

Oh well. Another story telling session. ;)

Since i've chosen the current road, theoretically i shouldn't give up right now.
I've paid so much effort to this stage, why should i leave?
Probably i won't be so much hardworking or smart like i did last time.
Erm.... Kinda exhausted?
It's because i have another ambition in the lil corner of my mind.
Sometimes i just do not want to be the best. I just need to be the excellent one will do.
I dun need to be a top student. I still can have my very own special achievement which those typical top students will never have.
Erm well. Not boasting, but i am different from others indeed.
But i dun have those kinda confidence for me to PUBLICIZE myself. :P
I will never tell others that i'm good in studies, musics, fashion, general knowledge.
Coz i'm actually NOT.
So people, you may give compliments but please don't exaggerate it.
I know my limits.
And if you persist to do so, i'll definitely blacklist you. hiak. :P

Thanks to my family background, it has molded me into this way.
From a poor background, i got no chance to enroll into any kinda extra curricular activities.
Picking up bits by bits merely on my own without any assistance, tat's what makes me different.

Thanks to those felas out there who looked down on me before, and criticized me as:
i) suck in studies
ii) suck in singing
iii) suck in physical appearance
iv) suck in language
v) suck in EVERYTHING
Oh well, right now i'm proud to say - I'M DEFINITELY SO DAMN MUCH BETTER THAN U. ;)
But they really made me into who i am rite now.
Thanks FELAS! ;)

Thanks God for giving me this kinda ability to survive. haha..
At least, You've made my life much colorful than i thought.
I believed that You'll make my lifeless road into a wonderful jungle road.
And eventually You'll lead me to the place where i wanted to be. x)

So ladies and gentlemen, it's fine for u to criticize me. ;)
I'll dislike it FOR SURE =.= And i'll appreciate it a lot. (contradicts huh? narh it's not ur business to bother about it. lol.. xP)
It's my nature to fight back. lol.. Well depends on the way u criticize me.
If you criticize on the right thing & right way, i'll only throw balls back to you. :P
If you criticize on the wrong thing & wrong way, BE PREPARED TO RECEIVE BOMBS FROM ME. hahaha...
Right thing wrong way? Perhaps water balloons back to u. haha..
Wrong thing right way? Erm well knock ur head so tat u'll be smarter next time. :P

Oh by the way, I DON'T like to share about my achievements as well as dislike to see some PEANUTS ACHIEVEMENT shared by others. lol. :P
Most probably i'll ignore it but i'll sabo tat human A LOT if i'm in a sucky mood. Beware huh. ;)

God only bless GOOD GIRLS & BOYS. ;)
Eiiiii don't be perasan i'm not referring to YOU. =.=

Bedtime's up! Tata~~~

ps: posting this up is for you to KNOW ME BETTER & not to show off please. I know some of you out there are so much better than me. Thanks for being understanding. haha... :P

Quick Updates

2010-07-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

DISCLAIMER: BEWARE, I'M NOT SANE. :P

Seriously and trust me, I am busying with test + assignment + test + assignment + test + assignment + bla bla bla!! T.T
I've never felt this way before, totally NUMBED. =.=
Now I understand y those lecturers have been warning us to DO ASSIGNMENT FASTER OR YOU'LL BE REGRET at the very beginning of the semester. lol.
It's totally like........ a MESS?
Gah. I can't even speak well now.
Now my schedule are FULLY PACKED. Totally PACKED. Don't even think of yumcha or watsoever outings.
Perhaps u might see me on some movie premier screenings, oh well, tat's part of my schedule too.
Cmon gimme a break! I dun wana be sooooooooo damn lifeless k! :((
So people, if you wana meet up with me or wana have a yumcha with me, please make it on any movie screening which i'm attending. lol..
Coz i'm 100% sure tat i totally got NO TIME to meet u up on other days. haha..
And if u keep pestering me, one thing i'll do is - BLACKLIST YOU. hahaha..
I'll only meet up my family members n those human r SUPER close with me on usual days.
So sry to say tat.
Yep so listen up, you gota track down my routine first before u wana make an appointment with me! hahaha...
Tatz all here. Going back to the reality n continue the damn assignment.
TARC advanced diploma cum degree's life = SUX!! LIFELESS MAX!!! T.T

tata all! God bless ME ME ME ME MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! x)x(xS

What If I’m a Russian Spy

2010-07-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

Advertorial

Disclaimer: IF i'm a Russian spy........

I believed that my mother country Russia, will asked me to dig out the ugliest part of the country which i'm spying.
Okay, let's say i'm spying on USA. ;)
USA is a country which full of highly classified information.
To get those information isn't an easy task.
So, what am i gona do then?? :P

THREE BASIC STEPS. :)

First of all.........
- GET MYSELF TO HAVE IQ MORE THAN 250!! (prolly can be the next einstein?? haha..)
To be a spy, the most basic requirement is to be SMART.
As i'm sucha clumsy and stupid person i guess i just need to train my brain to be a genius brain.
Who said can't do tat? =x

Secondly............
- THE MOST BASIC DISGUISE - I AM ONE OF THEM
You can't simply sneak into the White House by pretending that u r a cleaner. Like what Jacky Chan did in his movies. Oh no no.... Please don't treat the securities as stupid felas. :P
So, I gota make myself get involved with them.
Create a US citizenship, get involved in politics real active + frigging good in socializing....... And there I am, one of the senator in the White House. Yay. ;)

The Third!!!
- GET THE TRUST FROM THE PRESIDENT
If you think senator is good enough, then NO NO again....
President is NOT a stupid fela.
He won't trust anyone tat easily. Coz he knows that there are sucha person like ME - who spies on them. hahaha..
So, get the trust from him! Avoid any conflicts, get the job done in the best way.
With my mother country behind, nothing is impossible. hiak hiak hiak... ;)

Okay here comes to the end.
Without my further explanation i guess u guys can simply know the ending.
Either get caught by them n die, or successfully dig out the yuckiest part of US country.
Of course, with my ingenius plan i guess the successful rate can up to 98.9999%. hahahaha....

Okay tatz all i guess.
Actually i'm not a pro spy so the descriptions up there won't help at all i guess. haha..

p/s: Story above is totally fiction. I hope tat US gov won't catch me n put me in jail on the next day. haha...

Ooohh btw, please watch this movie: SALT

It's really really an awesome movie. Trust me. (especially with Angelina Jolie in it!! <3<3<3)

God bless all good good people! ;)

Twister in Penang!

2010-06-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

Lol. Penang always related with nature disaster which its name started with "T". xD
Tsunami, Twister! lol...
Eiii eiii not Tropicana Twister yea, i'm actually referring to the REAL twister (龙卷风) k.

Someone managed to record down this phenomena while travelling thro the Penang bridge.
And the funniest part in this clip - someone scolded "Wo ma cb geliiii!!!!" hahaha... xD
No no no i mean the way he (should be a 'he' huh? xP) expressed it was friggin funny! haha...

Anyway, this significants the apocalypse huh.
Last week I saw this big news throughout the net: huge sinkhole in Guatemala city.
Tat time i was busying with my homework/assignments (i guess. lol.. :P) so i didn't managed to blog about it.
Well, tat's real terrifying k!
Watch this:

Read here for more info.
Huge sinkhole with 200 feet deep, I've never imagine tat will happen before.
I tot tat this kinda scene can be only seen in the movie 2012. lol...
So the world is changing. Getting to the end real soon.

Kaydonebuai. Gona continue with my rubbishes. haha...
God bless all GOOD humans! :)

My Mind is the Scene of the Crime

2010-06-18T19:26:00.001+08:00

Advertorial

Since long long time ago I've been training myself to be a psychic. =D

Haha NARH just kidding.. :P not psychic actually. Should be known as psychiatrist.
I didn't go for training on this, and I do not have a teacher/lecturer to guide me about this.
Merely based on my skill. ;)
It's pretty amazing, as lotza people commented that this skill of mine is pretty interesting and does amused them.
I can know a person's characteristics without talking to each other face-to-face within merely ONE conversation.
I can know a person's personalities much much much much better when we are talking face-to-face with each other, just for ONCE will do.
Not boasting, I have quite a number of testifier! :P

There were once that I've guessed on the arrival of three lifts correctly. (please, don't say tat i have calculation for this kinda arrival thingy, i'm not mathematician! =.=)
As well as able to dig out my classmate's secret without being very close with them (inclusive none of them tell me about the secret)
And most of all, win pokers/blackjack easily. hahaha..... xD

So, this is my skill.
But no one knows about it.
Coz I've never told anyone about this capability and how do i managed to get them right. Of course this is a SECRET! =X I won't be that stupid telling everyone about it. haha.. ;D
And oh well I do have mistakes on certain times.
I'm not God, and i don't play God too. ;)
So, secret huh. This is one of them. And you shall not steal it from me. :P

Alrite crap less, watch movie!
This is a nice movie that closely related with my secret.
You wana know more about my secret? Watch this then! :)

Kaydonebuai. God bless good good humans! :D

How could it be possible???

2010-06-17T10:29:00.002+08:00

Since i was born i have never heard about Singapore Orchard Road FLOOD =.=
I thought this kinda case will only happened in JB city square area. lol...
I mean i'm referring to town flood.
To me it was kinda ridiculous for a TOWN to flood.
I thought tat only those kinda rural area or kampung will face this kinda situation.
And the worst scene, town flood in jb. tatz all.
But after getting sufficient education, I've knew tat flooding is caused by lousy drainage system.
But..... Sg? Bad drainage? is tat possible?? @.@
Just now looking thro facebook, i saw someone posted a pic of Orchard Road been flooded n tat's the place where i used to hang around last time.
K lar not tat frequent but i've been going to tat place for 5 out of 10 times to Sg.
I saw the water level has already covered half of the Starbucks Coffee shop. =.= (couldn't share out the pic coz there's a linking problem in between. So, sry guys! ;p)
Extreme speechless. =X

Fyi, this is just a part of the flood.

read here for more info. :P

Kaydonebuai. Stomachache so stop here. :{
God bless all good good human! ;)

Tryna update my blog.

2010-06-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

Few days ago i've told mika's sister tat i dun need a cucumber facial treatment. lol...
And now a few of small lil pimples have popped out on my nose and forehead area. aiks. =x
Due to pressure? Inconsistent sleeping hours? Burning midnight candle? Gah watever. :P
They'll disappear eventually so for these few days u guys just avoid looking at my nose/forehead will do. :D

Weeks without calculus & algebra are fantastic. Yea i'm referring to week2 & week3. haha..
Can u believe tat i actually fallen asleep in calculus lecture? Which it is a subject tat requires major brain functions - thinkings, attentions n focuses.
Perhaps after dealing with calculus's tutorial 2 & tutorial 3 my brain is actually kinda exhausted so it wanted a rest desperately. Tat's y i've fallen asleep. haha.
Lame excuse tho. ;)
Erm well, sleeping in lecture is not a good example so guys don't follow my footsteps k. :D

I wish to have a day break so tat i can sleep gau gau.
Now dun even think about weekends. They are meant for those stupid assignments & tutorials too.
No rest at all! sigh. :(
K lar i'm not tat hardworking actually. Just touched them a lil n played a lot. :D
Tat's y my brain didn't rest at all. haha.. :P
But u can't blame me, discovering new things thro net is my major entertainment now.
No more window shoppings, no more movies (tho i've just watched one movie with jerry, chuan & lego. haha.. :P), don't even think about trips. =.=
So, internet is effin crucial. :D
No internet, no life, no stories, no happiness. =x
I need a larger bandwidth for internet IN MALAYSIA!!! =P
download movies n buff vids gau gau. :D

Ohya, damn the excellent college.
Y disallowed students to wear shorts??????? Last time we still managed to sneak into college with shorts but now TOTALLY BANNED. :(
Eiiiii this kinda stupid effin hot days u can't expect us to balut until like dumpling and WALK under the humongous sun to college k.
Wat if suddenly the college got no current? The entire college will be hot like heyallllll. =.=
You know i'm a fat lady, which consist a friggin thick layer of fat under the skin n therefore, i can't tahan much under sucha hot condition. I might faint. :D
So, COMPLAIN!!
Conditions tat i'm gona nego with the college:
1. You increased fees, we shall get back our student's right then.
2. You want us to follow ur rules, fine, you shall give privilege to promoted students for the car stickers & build more shields! =.=
3. You don't wana bother so much on my suggestions, fine then, increase the amount of $$ for my loan since u've taken so much $$ from us! =P
Okay i shall not continue anymore. lol...
I'm afraid tat the very next day i might get sued o buang away from the college. =x

Done here, I got nothing much to blog about.
Just so you know i won't express much when my mood isn't here. lol.. :P

kaydonebuai. God bless all good good human. REAL GOOD human, i mean. :D

Frequent Asked "Multimedia" Question.

2010-06-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Can anyone tell me tat how to upload video/audio through Blogger huh?

Seems like some of them are able to upload video and readers are able to buff the vid using Blogger's media player.

But how come I can't find a single icon/symbol which meant for uploading those multimedia stuffs huh?

Your comments & solutions are so much appreciated. ;p

*Next*

Recently i've found out this particular human is getting more n more annoying.

And i seriously understand y does c.k. ~~hates~~ dislikes him/her so much.

If u have already knew tat u're sucha irritating person, well, change it!

Y getting more n more worse instead?

He/she might be able to tahan u damn much but well, WE DON'T.

Not an observant? I dun give a single damn k. This isn't an excuse.

You're born to observe this REAL world and not to stay in your noob+childish fantasy.

If you can't accept the fact alrite then just hide in ur g-d-fantasy n never come out n irritate us.

Tiap-tiap hari telling everyone tat how pathetic u r, no one cares about u, no one gives u love... BULL SHIAT!

Your family love isn't love is it? Your parents' love isn't love is it?

Okay watever coz it has nothing to do with me. I got no right to teach u WAT IS LOVE and no interest to guide u to the RIGHT LOVE since ur brain is filled with ur unlimited 'intelligence'.

I think the descriptions above have shot lotza ppl out there. perasan huh? ;p

If u felt offended after reading these, oh wellllllllll change ur character then. Especially those stinky character, better throw it away.

Instead of scolding me as a biatch over here i think u should do more soul searching. Coz u can't even c ur own problem and u tryna put the blame on others. Hilarious. =.=

I know i'm not perfect but at least, listen it carefully when i'm criticizing you.

Process it using ur HUGE BRAIN first before u make any comment on me.

If you think this has nothing to do with u, okay, just ignore it instead of bull shiating behalf of others.

If u think this has something to do with u, just follow my instructions first before u start bull shiating over here.

Thanks for spending ur g-d-time reading all these useful CRAPZ.

God will only bless those good good human who doesn't simply annoys me. ;)

Sharon ☃ Shaz

Pointless.

Growing up.

Alone :D

Self Protection

Mental Preparation

I'm Still Alive O.O

Preoccupied.

The Journey

First Post in 2012!!

Simple Sweetest Proposal :)

My First Ever Meme Comic.

Korean Songs & Artists that deserved my attention ;)

Hahahaha I'm back :P

Zombie mode - ON

Hmm. I'm just different.

Serve me right. :(

Optimization

New Layout o.O

Despicable Society

Horse? xD

This is gona be a spam post.

Don't ask me why, but I just dislike this kinda fela, a lot. LOL.

The right age of getting married?

Contented.

Current mood?

What if.

Pathetic Youngsters.

Couldn't Agree More!!

AGAIN.

The Moral of the Story. #1

Why Emo Again????

6th Post from Office - Mission Impossible Ends! :D

It's Messy and Complicated.

5th post from office - Mission Impossible: Alone for 2 weeks O.O

Why Me?

YOU.

The Gay, and The Lesbian.

Truth and Lie.

Thoughts!

Suay-ness Today.

Readers from Indonesia?

I'll swallow them all.

4th From the Office! :P

3rd post from office :D

A post a day, keeps the lazy bug away. :)

How to be a REAL Sweet & Pretty person.

2nd Post from the Office

Emo Kid.

Interesting Videos Sharing :P

Phew. :|

Rapid Update. ;)

Patience,

Humble.

What a day :)

MikaShaz - Again.

Sharon.Shaz.

SWEET "REMINDER"

Shutting Down

Everyone wants to be Happy.

Emo Kid :|

I'm back! And I'm disappearing soon. :|

Facebook is shutting down? Why don't you say WeeklyWorldNews.com is shutting down? =.=

First Topic on 2011 - Height Issue

Blog is meant for EVERYONE to read. ;)

New Year 2011!

Self Motivation Again?

My Christmas?

Singaporean Chinese Woman Taking Bus With Full Naked Body

This is my Blog.

An UNACCEPTABLE Fact!!!! =.=

Banning Facebook? HELLO EXCUSE ME??

Facebook.

Leng Lui.

#200 Twister in Penang AGAIN =X

Matthew 5:44

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